u/charlestonclub

just being beside you. seeing your beautiful face flush when i'm near. watching your gaze dart away, pretending to be looking at anything but me. the way we almost brushed when we were beside each other - i couldn't do it. not because i don't desperately want you - i do, i always do. but i know we can't. i hope you have the most wonderful day off tomorrow. i hope, selfishly, you think of me, feel me, want me. even if we can't.