u/chaweeyaz

I have finally tried using a disc for the first time ever (actually first time using an internal period product yay!), but I did everything in the shower. I'm still figuring it out, so I'm wondering if putting it in, taking it out and doing it all correctly gets easier? Because so far if I want to wear it for the whole day I'll need to shower multiple times a day to be able to relax, use lube and not create a mess. Thinking about the logistics of it in public restrooms I'm just confused how would that work.

we broke up some time ago but were still keeping in touch. it was so hard, but i thought things were finally getting somewhat better between us. there was so much heaviness, so much history of arguments, that we were kinda keeping the communication calm, simply trying to re-build what once was. well then he started asking me whether I've went out with anyone post breakup, he kept saying to be honest and how he wanted to know and he wasn't going to get angry. so I said that I did. It wasn't anything serious, in fact it was more of a distraction because genuinely the relationship had left me so exhausted I needed to try and connect with someone in a lighter way, just have a company without any expectations and difficult converations. I have just graduated too and school added to all that stress.

at first my ex was laughing along at my story, asking me for more details, but then he suddenly messaged me that he wouldn't get back together with me after that and he blocked me...

I know I'm stupid and I know this post probably sounds incredibly stupid and what did I even expect... but then I guess our relationship was so so hard, I was fully burnt out, it took months of constant arguing for me to end up fully numb. when we broke up he was the first one to suggest I should see other people and he kept reassuring me how he won't be angry with me, how he still loved me and wanted to maybe get back together at some point after we both heal. I love him so much. it's so bad. I'm being so silly and dramatic but I genuinely have nothing else to live for.