This is bad. Really really bad.
Down over $15,000 on this piece of shit.
I should have sold at a $6k loss a month ago.
It was recovering well. I hope they clear this mess up.
I need to get this off my chest because it’s eating me alive.
I’m 30. In 2024-2025 I actually owned ASTS, LUNR, RKLB, and NVDA (large number of shares) I was in.
I just didn’t hold.
If I had simply held what I already had, I’d be up ∼100k right now. Life would have been so different. At 30-31, that was my shot. With that kind of money I could’ve started a business, gotten out of this rut, actually built something. Instead I sold, parked funds in some other shitty stock, and watched everything else moon and literally in financial difficulties now (from 50,000+ always in my account previously) .
Now I’m stuck. Every morning in the shower, every night before sleep, my brain replays it: “You had it. You just had to hold.” I’m having nightmares. Zero motivation left. Just dragging myself to a job every day. And the worst part? This all happened during a bull market and I still went downhill.
The thought killing me most: I had my chance at 30-31 and I blew it. I don’t think I’ll ever get an opportunity like that again to make real money myself or set up something of my own.
I know some of you will think I’m overthinking. Maybe I am. But how do you actually forget this and move on? How do you stop your brain from torturing you with “you had it, you just had to hold”?
Not after stock tips as I'm done with stocks but please don't bash me as I'm already going through tough time and financial difficulties
Just… how do you live with yourself after this?
FOMO hitting hard after selling too early
Held:
• 176 NVDA @140 (now 228) and 500 3NVD @21 (now 65+)
• 93 MU @131 (now ~800)
• 462 RKLB @20 (now 123)
• 1611 LUNR @11.20 (now 36)
• 244 ASTS near 27 (now 70+)
Sold all of them at almost breakeven and missed out on roughly $200k+ in gains.
Feels terrible. Literally getting stomach pain these days.
What’s the move now? Is it still possible to make big money in the next 1-2 years or did I miss the easy rocket ships?
Any advice appreciated.