Interest in Alchemy
Raised Christian. Older now and conflicted after certain events in my life. Since young, I was ambitious. I have great plans for myself, ones others might call grandiose. I've always been fascinated with being the master of my own fate. If there are secrets to this world that the masses are unaware of, I'm interested in learning them. Alchemy seems to be a way to unlocking these secrets. Maybe they'll be useful in assisting me with my goals. However, I'm completely new and don't know the first thing about it. What should I look into? So far, I have The Lost Keys of Freemasonry by Manly P. Hall on my list. I'm not looking for a bunch of meaningless information. I want to transform into my greatest self.
P.S. in no way am I a devil worshipper. Just had to throw that out there. I'm not sure if any of this alchemy stuff funnels into Satanism or anything harmful to the body or spirit. At the same time, I'm willing to look into it.