u/chillguy3469

Hello! So as the title suggests, i think i am in love with my friend... but i don't know her irl, and i don't think she'd like me back tbh... but i can't stop thinking about her, and also like a year back she (kinda)? Liked me, it was a very confusing situation though. (I can give context if wanted) also our main form of communication is through a friend group, so i worry if i even said i liked her would make things really awkward... this is very much a confusing ramble and i know it sounds very weird because I'm ad at explaining situations. Any advice would be greatly appreciated though:)

Okay so hello, I think I have a crush on one of my friends cause I can't stop thinking about her, but also I'm worried I'm just lonely or I just crave being in a relationship and I don't actually have a crush on her, i also don't know her irl. But also what makes this even worse is a year back, she (kinda) had a crush on me? Me, her and one of our other friends were flirting a lot and we were all kinda confused on if we actually liked eachother or not, the person who i think i have a crush on now let's call her B and our other friend let's call them M, i said i think i had a crush on M but not B, and B and M said they thought they had a crush on eachother and on me as well, to be honest, i dont think i really had a crush on M. I was just really confused but that probably made B feel bad since i said i saw her as just a friend and such. So i dont know if she would like me now, she also has expressed her concern for dating in general, i also don't know if id be a good partner since I've never really dated before. So i dont know if i should say anything or not, also our main form of communication is in a friend group. So im worried that'd also make things awkward if i ever said anything, especially if she didnt feel the same. And another issue- she thinks im only into dudes. I mean to be fair, i also thought i was only into dudes but really thats besides the point... this is very long, i apologize for this ramble. Advice would be greatly appreciated though!