u/chocichocienthusiast

In another life

my mother and I

pace amusement parks,

and take strides in the rain

she calls out my name

from rollercoaster rides

in her sweet nonsense voice,

so are her eyes

cuffed to no burdens

relentless and brown

are dark winter lanterns

gleaming with joy

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And my father fumbles

when she blues away,

he brings home pie

sets the table, again

as a glass stumbles upon

and fractures itself

to form a mosaic of pain

and suffering and sin

yet noone percieves

the tigers discrete eyes

they lock themselves in

from the hoard of sins,

collected in the day

to cease our rotten fingers

infecting our treasures

our gold and our silver

live happy lives

.

Yet i lie in the quantum

of my mother's dull immortal sight

pained with disease

drained out of all life,

with her soldier at the table

waiting for war

shooting his rifle

at every tiny bead,

and every chain

that crude itself

in an unpleasant shape

while a melted cloud

turns to enormous rain

the victory of the tiger

the schrodinger fail

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hey yall im new to poetry, the last line is a reference to the schrodingers cat experiment where we learn that all possibilities are expected to occur at the same time yet the observer ( sometimes interpreted as of one dimension) will percieve only one possibility whereas the same observer in another dimension uncovers a different outcome.

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/1x1u5bm/comment/pexq3p3/?context=3&utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/1x1wv6r/comment/peyihtr/?context=3&utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button This poem talks about the possibility of a me that is experiencing a happy family right now :) and im stuck here

okay so I really want to hear an opinion on this by someone whos 16+ and preferably out of school.

so I have been really insecure for a huge part of my life because growing up I was never deemed or rather I never felt attractive. In the past 2 years Ive improved more and more (physically and mentally) I actually found people who found me attractive and I also starting dating this guy last year so that made me a tad bit more confident (even though we eventually broke up).

But the truth is recently I havent been doing good mentally or physically I've been sick and I've had a bad routine and it shows up on my face sometimes. Ive been wearing makeup to school and everywhere, just enough for ppl to not notice but i feel so much shame. I feel like this is my one thing now. I was never the girl who focused on looks, I was "the smart one".

I feel so much shame whenever I think about people noticing, because obviously theyd think im a try hard or that I spend all my time on makeup and nothing else.

I've loved doing makeup and never felt this way when I simply wore it while going out to parties and all. But this feels shameful and I want someone to tell me if this makes me character-less or if im focusing way too much on ts.

ok so before I get into the dream, some bg info is that I've recently started to consider myself as "claircognizant", I don't want to get into the details as I want to make this short but ever since I was a child I have been able to predict events, and information that I had no way of knowing.

So I've never really had dreams that have come true before but recently, obviously I've been getting very deep into the entire psychic thing. And I constantly try to focus on my third eye and try to meditate sometimes.

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So last night I was at a relatives house and was getting a very weird vibe/energy from the place. And I don't mean evil energy, I just mean I felt really curious to contact a spirit at that time.

So anyway I went to sleep after that and in my dream, I was with some people (who I know irl) and they saw something and starting running. It was a bunch of people and I was also running because I thought there was something chasing us. While running we got bruised a lot and we were washing off our bruises in a restroom, and then I found out that a "Meteor shower" or something similar to meteors hitting the earth is about to happen and apparently everyones going to die. Now English isn't my first language so even tho I have heard those words before I wouldn't be able to put together what exactly happens in a Meteor shower (even though I know what meteors are) and have never seen it irl.

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Anyway so we were sitting in this bus sort of thing knowing we were going to die very soon, I sat with 2 people I'm the closest to irl. The next thing I know we're all on the ground. And the sky is purple and there's like golden or yellowish Meteor things in the sky. And I was just laying down, seconds away from dying and I just felt...so free. It was such a bittersweet and beautiful moment. I felt like for the first time in a long time I was completely in the moment and everyone around me and I was dying.

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Again for context, I'm a maladaptive daydreamer. It's basically daydreaming as a coping mechanism and it eventually becomes an addiction. I rarely feel in the moment anymore and I'm too scared to completely let go because then I start grieving the people in my head like they're dead.

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I think it was my spirit guides telling me that even really painful things are worth living through. And that even that pain is freeing.

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Can other psychics help me interprete this better? :,)

I've never seen a Meteor shower before but I kind of painted what it looked like in my dream...

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ok so before I get into the dream, some bg info is that I've recently started to consider myself as "claircognizant", I don't want to get into the details as I want to make this short but ever since I was a child I have been able to predict events, and information that I had no way of knowing.

So I've never really had dreams that have come true before but recently, obviously I've been getting very deep into the entire psychic thing. And I constantly try to focus on my third eye and try to meditate sometimes.

​

So last night I was at a relatives house and was getting a very weird vibe/energy from the place. And I don't mean evil energy, I just mean I felt really curious to contact a spirit at that time.

So anyway I went to sleep after that and in my dream, I was with some people (who I know irl) and they saw something and starting running. It was a bunch of people and I was also running because I thought there was something chasing us. While running we got bruised a lot and we were washing off our bruises in a restroom, and then I found out that a "Meteor shower" or something similar to meteors hitting the earth is about to happen and apparently everyones going to die. Now English isn't my first language so even tho I have heard those words before I wouldn't be able to put together what exactly happens in a Meteor shower (even though I know what meteors are) and have never seen it irl.

​

Anyway so we were sitting in this bus sort of thing knowing we were going to die very soon, I sat with 2 people I'm the closest to irl. The next thing I know we're all on the ground. And the sky is purple and there's like golden or yellowish Meteor things in the sky. And I was just laying down, seconds away from dying and I just felt...so free. It was such a bittersweet and beautiful moment. I felt like for the first time in a long time I was completely in the moment and everyone around me and I was dying.

​

Again for context, I'm a maladaptive daydreamer. It's basically daydreaming as a coping mechanism and it eventually becomes an addiction. I rarely feel in the moment anymore and I'm too scared to completely let go because then I start grieving the people in my head like they're dead.

​

I think it was my spirit guides telling me that even really painful things are worth living through. And that even that pain is freeing.

​

Can other psychics help me interprete this better? :,)

I've never seen a Meteor shower before but I kind of painted what it looked like in my dream...

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