u/chronic_overthnker

Been trying to apply for job postings on indeed and job street for the past 2 months and honestly ive only gotten like 2-3 responses out of all the 50+ applications ive submitted. Soo crazy im starting to lose hope and have been wondering if its because i havent graduated college yet thats why no ones hiring me. Or maybe somethings wrong with my cv that needs a bit if tweaking.

Would like to reach out here in hopes of finding people that have had the same experience as me. Thank youu

Problem/goal: Been having thoughts of breaking up with my bf but his birthday and our one year anniversary is coming up soon

context: there have actually been numerous times in the past where I’ve thought of breaking up with my bf. Ive always felt like there was something missing in the relationship. Sometimes I think that while I do love him, I’m not so sure if i am actually in love with him. Moving beyond this, madami rin siyang red flags na pinipili ko nalang itolerate or ilook past for the last how many months. And i feel like our values and goals dont align at all. I just feel like i’m falling out of love and I just dont see any reason to stay in the relationship anymore. Other than the fact that it would probably be awkward running into him during our classes, I just dont feel any push into saving the relationship pa.

Now na papalapit na yung bday niya, ive been having second thoughts if bibilhan ko ba siya ng gift na gusto niya pero iniisip ko rin na parang hindi naman niya deserve lmao

Previous attempt: I havent really brought up to him what ive been feeling (since im honestly an avoidant person and ngl idk how to confront him about this), but there have been times before ive thought of breaking up with him. I just brush aside my frustrations and resentment toward him bc i feel bad and I know and feel that he still loves me.

We’ve had disagreements in the past and although he would try to better his ways, i just don’t think may patutunguhan pa yung relationship. Idk, sometimes i think maybe i just chose the wrong partner…