u/chxmuta1

My boobs aren’t that huge and look smaller cause I don’t have a bra that’s in the correct size. But when I don’t wear a bra they’re very noticeable so I usually don’t go braless. I hate that I don’t even feel comfortable being braless in my own home unless I’m wearing an XL shirt (I typically wear a s/m) because there’s been countless times my parents have complained about me wearing a tank top and that’s not appropriate. But It’s not like I’m walking naked, I don’t know if I’m being dramatic. Why can’t I just be comfortable in my own home? Wearing baggy clothes isn’t comfortable to me since it makes me feel fat.

Yesterday not only was a comment made about my tank top, but also about a new pair of jean shorts I bought because they think it’s too small for me. (they aren’t they are just form fitting) My mom made a joke that I just needed to “run more” and my dad decided to add onto it saying I could wear them if I lost 15 lbs. I obviously started crying and they apologized but it still hurts and now I just feel ashamed of myself now. It sucks because the past 2 months I hadn’t felt confident in myself like this since pre-puberty so I was like 8, I’m turning 17 this year.

My parents aren’t bad parents and/or people and they make mistakes and take accountability for them. They only want the best for me but I hate when they do this stuff.