u/cliase

All I've seen his endings on YouTube and one playlist of Ray's good ending route, but none of the rest :((

To cultivate a soulbond, to me, I have to be present in my own body and be with the emotions within it so I can tap into the energy of my bond. Unfortunately, this is a struggle of mine as I fear being out of dissociation, but I still want to find a way to get through it in order to connect to them.

I think I'm the soulbond of my muse even though I am the one who writes about them.

The fandom has gone stagnant for a while but I'm sure there are still those who would want to roleplay, right? 👀. I'm thinking I need a mod team for it first though.

It was surprising because I did not intend to bond with him in any way ;; this tends to happen when I resonate with a character a little too well 😭

I would like to preface that I am a singlet.

I read a fanfiction recently, and the author's rendition of one the characters made me feel so represented in a way I haven't felt in a long, long time (kudos to the author btw). Since then, I started... inhabitating his feelings toward a certain character, whom he canonically has complicated feelings with. I myself have started to feel contempt towards that character. Even though I have loved him very dearly beforehand? I assume this was an accidental bond of sorts as we can somewhat communicate through thoughts. There are times I feel like I'm that character myself, although temporary.

I have very, very, very taboo OCD, and it's mainly the reason why I've always hesitated soulbonding. I don't want them to know the vile things I think about on the daily and what it says about me. Ironically, my overactive mind and intrinsic intuitive nature make it easier for me to soulbond than most. I just choose not to. For example, I will not indulge in writing as I know I'll get too deep into it and establish a bond mid-writing. If anyone has advice for my predicament, I will be thankful.

I am aware that this might be something people have done long before I was born. I would like to know if there is any info about this specifically ^^ worshipping a deity or a personification an abstract concept hasn't resonated with me thus far.

Death is all encompassing; prosperity, interconnectedness, love— and even Life itself. Of course, the same rings true for Life as well. Personally though, what separates those driven by Life and driven by Death is which one finds more comfort in. Is it the birth or being, or its promised return to the blankness to which it came from?