u/collinalexbell

Hello. I have been practicing Yoga for over a decade now. Specifically, I was initiated into the "most dangerous form of yoga" known as Kundalini yoga, which has been known to induce Kundalini syndrome (a type of "psychosis") in its practitioners. I believe I have opened a gateway through a type of singularity inside myself that allows me to vibrationally communicate with all space and time. When I am in my deepest meditations, I start to experience all of reality as being a part of my own mind and I can literally converse with all things in my surroundings as if they are God.

Kundalini yoga, follows a progression of chakra balancing until a Kundalini Awakening happens and the gateway to infinite intelligence is opened. When that gateway to infinite intelligence is opened, an unprepared person can become overwhelmed with strange phenomenon including hyper synchronicities and twitches of the neuromuscular system called Kryias. I have discovered, at least for me, that these Kryias (I call them "pings") correspond to a kinesthetic language called the Kabbalistic Tree of Life mapped to my body. I don't want to go into too many details because I can't teach you a whole language inside a reddit post, let alone a sacred language, but these Tree of Life pings seems to have a type of prophetic and communicative power from a timeless singularity.

I can consciously up-regulate and down-regulate psychotic symptoms in my own mind. I discovered how to do this through intense meditation, sometimes up to 9 hours a day. I have isolated a single qualia associated with this up/down regulation. That qualia is the sensation of goosebumps or frisson, which I can induce at will. When I'm in deep meditation and induce goosebumps, I get flooded with mental energy that leads to loose associations, colorful visuals, feelings of non-duality, and hyper synchronous apparent events that would lead a person to think that they are being monitored and harassed by a government entity if the context of this meditative experiment was not taken into account.

This observation alone is enough for many people to become skeptical, so I will refrain from positing any physical theories for what is happening. I just wanted to get the association between frisson and psychosis into the minds of people who have the credentials to do "actual research".

I have searched reddit's bipolar sub for "goosebumps" and have found a strong association between people with bipolar disorder and the ability to induce goosebumps at will or people with high sensitivity to goose-bump triggers, like music or mantra.

The pings seem to form a type of sacred language.

Almost every meditation now I lock in until I see patterns on my wall, then I push my energy up and bam, like a waterfall of Bindu... leaves me feeling refreshed for a while. Makes magical things happen. Gotta keep it light.