scared of dependency

i have been doing IV infusions for relief for by BP1. my provider does 6 sessions and i just finished my last one a week ago. i didn’t start seeing the effects until like the 4-6 sessions, and now i don’t know what im going to do now that my sessions are completed.

for example, my provider went out of town for a week, between sessions 3 and 4, which pushed back one session and i feel into a pretty bad depressive episode during that time.

i have noticed less dissociation and more energy and relief since my last session, im just scared of the crash.

also, im going to miss having 2 hours of time set aside per week to just relax and have my infusion done.

does anyone have any advice on how to manage when trying to get off ketamine? i don’t want to have to rely on it to get better.

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u/coquettes — 4 days ago

i’m panicking

usually i would vent on a throwaway but i dont care anymore. im literally about to have a panic attack.

my sister called me at midnight and said that my husband had been sexting her while drunk. i was asleep and didn’t even realize he wasn’t in the bed. she didn’t respond and called me as soon as it happened.

my husband has had alcohol issues our entire relationship and i’ve been more than sympathetic and have tried numerous ways to get him help (AA, therapy, etc.) but he does not want to change.

we’ve mostly been able to keep his behavior between us, but this is the last straw.

i’m not even mad that he did this, it’s just YUCKY. so im done. i’m leaving. we haven’t even been married a year.

i don’t know how to leave discreetly. he doesn’t know what i know what he did yet and id rather not have a whole conversation about it. i don’t know how to just pack up and just leave.

i don’t even know how to file for divorce. and i’m at work currently. i’m just venting to get this off my chest so i don’t have a full blown panic attack in my meeting.

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u/coquettes — 4 months ago
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radio not working?

hi everyone!

i have a 2016 civic sport and the radio just stopped playing audio. volume shows its not on mute and the touch screen is working fine but no sound is coming out. (tactile beep, music, etc.). i checked the fuses, they’re all there. i rebooted the audio and even did a factory reset on the whole thing and still, nothing.

just wanted to know if this is a common issue or if there are any other fixes that im missing?

thank you!

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u/coquettes — 5 months ago