u/creepy_Cutie-

TW: talking about blood and death ig: know that's a strong claim, but I really think I am. Breif recap of how he died, he was 5 months and got out when we accidentally left the door open to go somewhere, I had thought about putting him in the room with all his stuff where I knew he'd be safe since I didn't want to risk him getting out when we opened the door (I was upstairs and didn't know my sister had opened the door yet since we where normally careful with it so I assumed she hadn't and also he hadn't escaped in a while) anyway I didn't and he ran down and onto the road and was ran over after my sister tried to get him back in. It was bloody and an awful night. We loved him so much and he loved us, it was around christmas we had him and I think it was so hard since after he died everything went completely downhill, from a perfect family christmas with my sister finally home from moving away for a few years, and then suddenly after he died we're all fighting and a mess and she's travelling to a dangerous place for whatever reason and since my anxiety was so bad after that since I had been 15 and it had visually been very bloody and all, I was already grieving loosing her even though she got home safe. Anyway, the fact I didn't put him in the room with his stuff I worry he might of been mad or somthing. Fast forward a few days, it's midnight and me and my sister are messaging eachother from our rooms talking about the night for the first real time on a deeper one to one level, sending eachother lyrics that remind us of the night from Spotify songs and just saying how we had felt since it had only been me and her and some random lady who we don't know that had been there so we where both on the same page (random lady's out of the picture if ur wondering lol, she was a legend), after an hour or so we heard a very loud crash. She asked what was that so I went to see, the shelves in the bathroom had fell, suction cup ones we got off Facebook for free when he was alive and during the best times of the holdiay time, which I already found odd, my sister said he had liked to jump up onto them, I don't know if it's true or she's just trying to give me hope, which was the first thing. The second was the feeling of being watched the night after he died, I could here meowing which could just be my mind but I'm pretty sure I heard a squeaking meow sound under my bed. Whatever. The one that freaks me the most is months after it happened we got a new kitten and me and my mum where talking about him and about our new kitten, suddenly the light flickered and went out, not fully but like it's sparking inside the bulb and isn't at all lighting more than a little flicker than casts the room in an odd gray dark tone. Also the feeling that whenever I start to get over it and better iy suddenly comes all back which easily could just be getting better since it wasn't too long ago and we loved him so much. Anyway ik that's a lot to read but i need an opinion

To clarify, I mean like how people have hidden money in case they need to leave suddenly. Purley asking for curiosity. Like what do they use them for that is more convenient than just not bringing one. I imagine it could easily be tracked which wouldn't be helpful. Is it for making a fake identity seem more real if you have profiles and stuff set up on the phone as if you have been using it for years? Idk where is a good place to ask so I just chose here

Tried to burn a cd today for the first time and the first two got ruined and didn't work so are unable to play anything. Is there any art stiff I can use them for

More looking for awnser on what it could have been. Last Christmas my sister brought her kitten over from the country she was living in. Lovley little black cat boy, unfortunately he died in January after sneaking out when we opened the door to leave and was ran over, it was awful and he was still learning it's not safe outside since he was so young bur big enough to be fast and sneaky enough, mixed with it being night and dark and his fur blending in with the road. But 2 days or so before that he'd been very sick, we still don't know what happened to him but he got better fast enough so we assumed it was fine. Which is already odd, my mums convinced it was just his time and he'd managed to avoid it when he got sick, but who knows. Anyway we'd had him from Dec 15 - jan 7. (Well my sister had him from August but had been living abroad she moved back on Dec 15) and it was like we knew him al our lives, he was an amazing cat and the best anyone could ever imagine. But he was incredibly human like too, since then we have got a new kitten and ofcourse she's going to be different and we all love her so much, but you can tell she's normal and very cat like. But he had such a human stare and was always lingering and u didn't really get the same cat vibes and he was both extremely aware but like in a way he knew everything already but was just unfamiliar to our home and where we lived but like he understood alot of stuff. It's hard to explain, it was almost unsettling but we still loved him completely and still do. Also if it matters, that winter we had no real snow until the day he was buried, it had snowed before but it never stuck to the ground, but the day he was buried it snowed fully and there where crows above where we where burying him. The first time all winter. It could just be processing his death and seeing things that aren't there. But looking back it was odd. Does anyone have any ideas what it means. Nobody had died before we got him so I doubt it was like that. Anything is appreciated

Getting a kitten on Monday and paranoid she will slip out the door and be ran over or hurt (we live right next to a road) screen door is an obvious awnser but our hallway is too tall for a normal one and cats can jump high and get over it when she's older. I considered getting one and putting chicken wire on top like from the top of screen door to ceiling but sounds flimsy and dangerous. Any solutions

I really want to start singing and be good at it. Right now, I sound awful. My voice sounds bad and uneven and just overall I'm terrible at it. I know that sounds harsh but it's true and I want to improve alot. I'm still a teen so I know that'll have an impact on it too but I think it also gives me the advantage of learning young and being good at vocal control when older. Can anyone help? (More of a rock singing voice and more harsh than soft. I know litterally nothing about singing so I need the advice).