u/crimsonnn-

Im trying my best to move on, heal, and allow myself to open up again, to potential new romantic interests.. buuuut my heart is still so obsessed with her and I dont feel like I can ever be that close again with another person.
do y'all have any tipps on how to handle a situation like this?
any suggestions are welcome ❤️

We've ended the relationship a couple of weeks ago and are trying to stay close friends.

I've been between dissociation and heartbreak since.

I've had moments of feeling hopeful that Im slowly recovering from the pain of grieving what could have been.. but these last days, I feel like my heart is being torn apart. I've made the mistake of looking at older couple-pictures we've taken.. It's 2 a.m., and I've been crying my eyes out for the past hours..

When does this pain ever stop?

I dont wanna self-harm again.. I've already treated my body so poorly 😢

Idk what kind of advice Im asking for, but Im not feeling like I can handle the hurt.