insensitive people
hello! let me rant pls :((
i actually lost 10 kgs already. that’s 10% of my body weight. lately, i’ve been feeling more confident, and i felt like my self-esteem was finally getting better. but then, a few days ago, i received another fatphobic comment. subtle lang naman, but it really hurt lol.
i was doing okay, tapos parang nag-spiral na naman mental health ko. it sounds sensitive, i know. but i can’t help but think about how hard i’ve worked to get here. naging consistent ako, invested so much time, effort, and money sa weight loss journey ko, and then i still receive comments like that. sobrang nakakapanghina ng loob, sa totoo lang.
and i guess, it also doesn’t help that i’ve been struggling with body dysmorphia lately. kahit i’ve already lost 10 kgs, i still look in the mirror and feel like nothing has changed.
i know one comment shouldn’t have this much power over me, but sometimes it feels like it confirms every insecurity i’ve been trying so hard to unlearn. i just wish people realized that comments about someone else’s body can undo so much progress, hay. :((