u/dayabolical

just wanna preface to say i'm super excited to see more of these new smosh members (especially guchi and the eli/angela dynamic omg)

i have this feeling that these new introductions are a precursor to potential near future departures? i definitely don't see keith, liv, noah, and damien as much as i used to. i have this feeling that there are going to be some departures from older smosh era members (not like full leave but like from cast members to just guests/production) and once the new members are fully integrated and the audience adjusts to them.

would love to hear other people's thoughts !

i (20F) have to live with my mother for the summer. we have always had a strained relationship and living in a small apartment just the two of us has only ever worsened things. she is a borderline hoarder/has a lot of hoarder behaviors (her mother is a level 4 hoarder) which was really hard to live with growing up and now as an adult knowing this will be my last time living with her, i've cleaned my room for the most part except for the things she won't let me get rid of yet to make things somewhat bearable for me.

i avoid her most of the time and if she's home i try not to be but when i am home i lock my door. she has always come into my room before i say she can enter (she'll knock but won't wait for a response and enter anyway).

i was sleeping and this morning she banged on my door and yelled at me because i threw away her pineapple chunks (because they fell on the floor). i told her i was going to replace them when i left for the day but she continued to yell at me saying i am never to lock my door because it's a "safety hazard". even growing up i knew i was never allowed to lock my door or even the bathroom door so she'd be able to come in.

she said she would take off my doorknob if i locked it again but WIBTAH if i locked it anyway? why would doors have locks in a home if they aren't meant to be used? i am an adult and i am sick and tired of being on edge, listening for footsteps, and not feeling like i have my own space away from her: i want my privacy so why can't i lock my door?

is this normal? happy to answer any questions, thanks :,)

EDIT: i replied to my post with this but it got lost and i forgot i could edit posts haha:

thanks for the replies! some more context that makes me feel more like i could be the AH i guess?

i'm on the ASD spectrum (color wheel as i like to refer to it) and always always always wear noise canceling airpods. i also always wear earplugs to sleep, whenever my mother comes into my room she says "it's not my fault you can't hear me"

i am coming off of a fractured foot and couldn't even apply for jobs. i'll be living with her until the beginning of august so i can't be on the lease nor can i pay for it. pretty much the only reason i am living with her is because i had to withdraw from my summer plans and work because of my injury, so i am staying rent free technically

-hide and seek in the new office
-smosh summer games but it's finally on a cruise (you're welcome angela)
-more crew on reddit stories and smosh mouth
-i miss augustus
-more behind the scenes on shoot weeks
-day in the life

what are you hoping to see from smosh?