Pain killer success?
I’ve been referred to a pain clinic. Has anyone found a pain killer that actually reaches the bladder? Morphine pills aren’t even working. Percocet originally worked but I went from breaking 5 mg in half to eventually 10 mg 4 times a day so essentially it lost efficacy and no longer touches the pain (all prescribed and monitored by doctor). I just want the pain to stop. I’ve had this since 2019. Started as a uti where the symptoms never went away and has progressively gotten worse and worse. Ive tried nycentine and thought I was going to die from the pain (it’s supposed to be a pain killer but wow the pain it caused). So far: percocet(worked at first-nycentine, and morphine are all fails). It essentially feels like there is no bladder/urethra lining left so it’s a 50/50 shot if the med will take me to hell or not. I’m only 39 and used to be a software developer and it’s sad but the pain.. I can’t do the pain anymore. It’s hard to get the pain killer to reach the bladder pain.
My urogyno doctor retired this week so it’s been a hard time. Pain is in bladder, urethra, vagina. I’ve tried it all and I live my life in bed. Like a hot poker is around my bladder and urethra or razor blades are slicing through me every second of every day. There isn’t a treatment I haven’t tried but if anyone has a pain medicine that can reach the bladder or the worlds best doctor I’ll beg for that info. I’m on pro level so please don’t suggest things like nerve blocks, amitriptyline, hydroxyzine, naturapaths, micro genex, etc etc.. I’ve tried every antibiotic even tho I always show up without an infection (except micro genex I’ll get medium bacterial loads but doctors hate those test and the millions of antibiotics I’ve tried don’t do shit). I just need the pain to stop at this point, it’s gotten so severe. No luck with uromune vaccine from England either. I could go on for hours of things ive tried. It’s not uroplasma so please only expert opinions if anyone has gotten to this level. I’ve even done a clinical trial where a Morpheus machine was built to go through the vaginal canal into the bladder to stimulate collagen (made it worse), Mona lisa (made it worse)… I can’t go on and on on what I’ve gone through to try and get better and the amount of doctors I’ve seen. the last 2 years have been hell I just need the pain to stop. I eat 3 foods and only drink Evian, no sex, no arousal, still severe severe pain. Valium, xanex.. I can’t get to the pain. Yes I’ve done cystoscopies.. I’ve done it all please I need a break from the pain. I’ll do anything and spend any amount of money at this point. I had to quit my job but I have savings.
Edit- thank u to everyone taking the time to try and help me. It means the world and to have empathy from people who actually get it is wrapping my heart in a much needed hug. I don’t care how cheesy that sounds