five years in the club!
it’s weird, sometimes i feel like it never really happened and sometimes i catch myself having a thought as if this is all temporary, and it’ll be over soon. i was 19 and only just becoming a person, i feel so unrecognisable from when we knew eachother and the worst part is that he’ll never get to see me grown, confident, engaged in my passions and being myself. i won’t be able to see him interact with my life, or the world in general, things he’d love, etc. we are both frozen in time in a way and that’s the bit i hate the most
u/delightful_intruder — 4 days ago