u/der_flusch

Specifically the piano parts (the piano as it is heard on the original songs), since it is a lot rarer and harder to find than the other instrument's original parts.

I mostly read classics pero kulang or mabilis maubos stock ng FB and NBS

Been playing for a while now and I know at least the basic theory and concepts, my scales, and Ive got no problem playing things.

My problem I think is not being able to use those tools for actually making music. I recently decided to learn some licks for vocab and then play that over a track, but when I actually started doing that I somehow forget how to play. I try to limit myself to a couple notes, and I still cant do it. Its like the part of my brain responsible for the music just dies and all thats left is my muscle memory.

Basically I lose the ability to think musically when I touch the strings. Because of that I cant do anything beyond playing existing songs. Its very frustrating and I might just give up on it.

I set the flair to question since im looking for advice about this