
Sober!
Checked my I am sober randomly and OMMGGG I can’t believe it’s been this long. Quitting was the best thing I ever fuckin did for myself my life and health and mental health is exponentially better. I think about chs and weed every day still for sure. Whenever I feel a teeny bit nauseous or weird immediately I think of it and panic for a split second and then the relief that comes with knowing getting sick like that isn’t possible is incredible. I went so long trying to “moderate” in constant fear that I would get sick again it srsly fucked with my head so much and my ability to live my life. Like going out with friends or going on trips or going to work or anything just thinking about throwing up and having anxiety about it unable to live in the moment. and now all of that is just completely gone. Quitting weed so unbelievably worth it and im feeling very proud :)