u/doktorfuturee

Maybe most of us have suppressed emotions but also have high morals, at least I do. I am not grandiose and when I think deeply I feel bad for things for a bit of time then I forget them all.

The worst thing happens when your moral contrast with your emotions. I feel bad that I have no love toward even my mom after all the things she done for me. That's why, I think I am incapable of any love and while writing this I don't feel anything, no remorse, guilt. As if, I am acting everyday and so good at that can even fool myself. It is like I have multiple persona and I cannot control them, they just take the control and become me.

However, I can be grandiose who thinks he needs to be different and write all of these, making up persona shit.

I am out of this shit but It was hard. When you are narc you think you have potential because you are different and this pulls you down to the deepest part of this rabbit hole. Because of this narc I don't use any social medias or I start to compare myself to others in a biased fyp and become bored.

I am new to python and learning it by working on projects. Now my purpose is to create a data keeping "thing". I don't want to use arrays, dictionaries or other libraries. I hesitated to ask this here at first, but now I want to discuss and see people's opinions. Is such a thing possible with python? I looked a bit and found some Python-C libraries (cytpes). Can I use them ?

I also have some other questions to get out of the beginner phase. Do you use for and while loops all the time or is it just basic thing for starters, when I use them I feel some kind of guilty, like there are better ways and I miss them.

How much they differ?

Yeah we say that there is a pattern recognition difference but what is the level of this difference?
Gifted people can learn more and complex things- how do they do ?
I am curious about the process itself

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Salamlar hamıya. Biraz vaxt əvvəl buraya sorğu atmışdım istədiyim nəticəni hələ əldə edə bilməmişəm. Buna görə həm motivasiya olsun deyə həm də həqiqətən vacib bir iş gördüyümü göstərmək adından sizə ilkin 214 nəfər ilə aparılan sorğunun nəticəsini göstərirəm.

Sorğuda iştirak etməyiniz və onu yaxınlarınızla (ən azından 2-3 nəfər ilə) paylaşmağınız araşdırma üçün çox dəstək verəcək. Hədəf 600+ insan toplamaqdır

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I didn't imagine this could be that hard. I have the data, results and everything but I cannot write. I just need your tips. I am an undergrad that is unrelated to the study that I started, I did it for pure interest and improving myself. However, now, I don't know how to write especially the citation part. Do I need to read so many papers and write according to them or I need to write then find other articles to citate. I am really stuck rn.

I experience this a lot. I cannot keep open my eyes and it is like I am so tired and my eyes get closed again and again. My vision gets blurry and dark. Also, puching someone is also impossible, like I punch and my fist goes in slow motion. Do you also experience these?

Salamlar hamıya yenidən. Bir neçə gün əvvəl burada sorğu paylaşmışdım. İştirak edən hər kəsə minnətdarlığmı bildirirəm.

Təəssüf ki, heç 50% lazım olan iştirakçı sayı tamamlanmadı sorğuda. Buna görə üzümü facebooka tuturam indi. İnsanların aktiv olduğu bildiyiniz facebook qrupları var?