I Broke up with my Girlfriend for my Ex
Okay so I know how the title sounds. I have been in a relationship with my girlfriend for 2 and half months. We became a couple 1 month after my ex had broken up with me. Me and my ex were in a relationship for 4 months and it was my first ever relationship. I put 100% into everything with her and the relationship felt perfect. After a mistake on my half where I came to her house too early for a party she said she lost trust with me and she then broke up with me. A few days after the initial breakup we made up and had plans to get back together, but after a bunch of drama with friends we didn’t and broke contact.
Weeks after the breakup I met another girl and fell for her instantly, she was beautiful, had an amazing style and such a bubbly personality. We became a couple and things felt really refreshing and amazing with her, 2 months into the relationship I started to miss my ex, I knew it was wrong but I couldn’t stop it, she was all that was on my mind and it ruined my moments with my girlfriend since I thought about her while I was with my girlfriend.
After my girlfriend and I got in a fight for her feeling like a therapist after I vented to her after a horrible day at work. We stopped talking for a week since I felt a barrier between us, during this week I looked back on cute videos that my ex had sent me when we were together. I then made a questionable decision. I texted my ex, I still had her number and there was an unsent message from months ago and I pressed send on that message. The next morning I got a text back and she could tell it was me instantly, we made up asked about each-others lives and we worked things out. She invited me to a party that my girlfriend wasn’t invited to. I continued to go to the party and during the party my ex and I had a private talk where she admitted that she still liked me, I knew that I still loved her ever since the breakup and told her that I still liked her aswell. We made a plan to spend the day together the next day as friends. After the day together which was basically a date, I knew I had to breakup with my girlfriend.
We made plans to meet up at a park near her place since I wanted her to be close to home as possible when I broke up with her. I told her that I feel like things weren’t working out and I wanted to end the relationship. She immediately started crying at the park and her house was in walking distance so I asked her if she would prefer to go home and do this. We walked to her house and I continued to breakup with her in her living room, there were a lot of tears and I told her that I wasn’t over my ex and that was why I’m breaking up. I knew I had to breakup in person because she deserved that, my ex broke up with me over text and I knew to do it in person. Am I a horrible person?