Gambling And trying to quit
Context
Im 17 started gambling at 12
It started with fivem gambling rolling a dice
Then someone showed me a crypto casino
I thought what if i take 2000$ from my dad make 500$ and return his money without him knowing
I lost it
Took 2k a week after made it 18k usd
Lost it 1 day later
2 weeks later took 17k lost it
He found out i told him i just lost it on the street
1 year later ( 14y)
Took 5000$ lost it he forgave me
(15y) took 5000$ lost it he forgave me he thought i was investing in forex or etc
16 took phone bills money gambled it lost it
In December of 2025 i created a memecoin made 8000$ i ran that 8000$ to about 90,700$
I lost it in 15 minutes
I had given my mom 10,000$ worth of gold
In February i asked her to sell a bracelet worth 5,000$ so i can start trading again and make my money back i gamble lost it
On 26th of april i stole 30,000$ from my dad bank account when he was sleeping i wanted to gamble 30k make 5k and again deposit it back
Lost 8,000$ then the bank closed my account and didn’t allow me to keep depositing dad found out whole family hates me i don’t know why i keep putting myself into these situations my dad thinks i have the 8,000$ when i don’t im thinking of asking my mom to sell her gold i gifted her and take a 1,000$ loan ( i have the rest ) repay my dad so he doesn’t kick me out and start a job
My mom is asking me daily if i have the money why is it not in etc everyday i told her kucoin is verifying it yet
She has high blood pressure now because of my issue