Need help for figuring this out
A few days ago, I had a dream that was disturbing and upsetting to me, and I thought writing it down would help me understand my dreams a little more and finally get help with them because they’re starting to affect my days.
This is not the first time I’ve had a dream about this person, btw.
I do believe I was in school with other people from the past, and the person who was also there (he passed away). I was telling people that he was there and that he had passed, but I guess nobody believed me. I kept telling people that I keep having dreams about him.
Later on in the dream, I was with my cousin, who I no longer talk to. We were on the front porch of my grandma’s old house, and I was telling him about the situation that was going on. He asked me a question that I hate: “Is this about a boy?”
Somebody asked me this question not too long ago, after I had this dream, which really pissed me off because I feel like I can’t be happy or talk about something without it being about a boy. But that’s a whole deeper situation.
This probably isn’t as deep or as detailed as I wanted it to be, but I kind of forgot most of the dream. I have plenty of dreams like this, though, and I barely ever have regular dreams. Most of them feel like I’m trapped in a whole different world and trying to get out, but then I end up in another dream.
Sometimes, I don’t even know if they’re dreams. In some of them, I know I’m dreaming, but I can’t really figure out what’s going on.
If anybody has any suggestions on how I can get help with this, I’ll do my best to look into them. I really want to understand what’s going on because these dreams are starting to affect my everyday life.