u/dumbmutt575

I have chronic pain, anxiety, and a few other lovely disorders. Weed has helped me medicate for a lot of things. But I have severe impulse control issues, and a history of substance abuse. I genuinely have to just go cold turkey or continue where I’m at, which is currently anywhere from 4-7g a day.

It’s only been 2 days, shit, not even a full 48 hours. I’m struggling so much. I have been anxious as all hell, unable to muster up much of an appetite despite the hunger pains, and I’m barely sleeping. When I do sleep, I either have extremely vivid nightmares or dreams that center around smoking.

I feel like I’m losing my mind. Coming up on 5 years clean on xanax, 1.5 years from SH, and 9 months from alcohol. I can’t keep on like this but I don’t know any other methods of coping.

Weed isn’t addictive, you can say that all you want beneath. I do not care. It is so easy to develop a dependency on it.

7 targets hit by my chained supers 🫡

Shit day at work. Brownies