u/edmaniana

i’m in college and I used to party really hard but since facing some legal trouble, I am afraid of getting into more trouble, especially because the college environment at parties can potentially be dangerous in terms of legality. I am now terrified to even have one sip of alcohol because I am not 21. It’s the fear that so many things could go wrong at a party like the cops getting called and having this go on my record I know a lot of kids do it, but I feel like it’s super risky to drink at a party. how was your college experience with drinking and did anybody get in serious trouble?

this is turning into a big problem as to where I can’t stop. I don’t know why I tell myself every day that I’m gonna stop and I continue to do it over and over again. I go on these bins where I chew and I chew and I spit and spit honestly, it makes me feel pathetic as if I were swallowed it didn’t even know what the point of it is honestly it is embarrassing and I don’t know why I struggle so much with it today I was supposed to stop, but maybe tomorrow I actually can.