u/elainebluu

I have this habit of putting my hand over/under my shirt and just holding my boob. I like to lift it up and just hold it. Idk why, but it’s comforting 😂

I know a lot of people are not a fan of the car I drive and that’s okay. I just like driving cars that’s super cheap and not too expensive to repair like I have a good big scratch at the bottom part of my door on the back door driver side. I’m going to get it repaired just too lazy to go to an auto repair shop. Someone told me they don’t understand how I could drive around in the most ugliest car and then to have a scratch on it they wouldn’t even ask me for ride they would just walk. I didn’t even buy this car it was free from my parents and it’s fully paid off. With the rate of the economy is going in, I’m actually grateful to have a car that gets me from point A to point B. Another thing is when I get in the car I don’t have to pull myself out the car and it has a little sunroof I could use instead of using my a/c.

I attended the same high school the music artist Frank Ocean graduated. I didn’t finish there however, I was done making friends. The people that I thought were supposed to be long term friendships were backstabbers in the end. Majority of them ghosted me and some just acted like they never knew me. For the past 2 years I’ve been in this on/off situationship with this guy whose stays putting off a relationship. I rarely get to see him or remotely communicate because he stays ignoring me. I suffer with this chronic pain with my muscles and nerves which flares up my anxiety. I’ve been to several doctors and they can’t seem to find the cure. I currently attending a community college for an associate degree in Informational Technology with a concentration of Information Security and Assurance Cybersecurity. I’ve worked as a poll commissioner, car wash attendee, and smoothie king team member. I quit all jobs because my Dad said it’s not enough to live comfortably. He wants me to only focus on college, graduate, then start looking for jobs. It’s hard to find jobs that I’ll be comfortable doing due to having suck chronic pain in my neck, back, and head.
I want a decent IT entry level position but I don’t know where to start. If I could start working I’ll be happy again to not have to rely on my parents for money. I live in Louisiana btw. ;(