I recently got a penalty ticket for not paying fare and am pissed about it, but I feel like I’m missing perspective. If it’s a public service, why isn’t paid for by taxes? What happens when I don’t pay, how does that affect the service or Trimet itself?
I have belly hair but it’s not aesthetically pleasing like it is on other people. It’s wild and course and sticks out. How do I learn to love it cause I’m not shaving my entire body.
When I have a crush on someone that makes me feel good, I feel very whole and okay. Like I have something to look forward to or like I feel safe. When I’m single, I’m very lonely and sad, reminiscing on past relationships and moments because they feel better than admitting it doesn’t exist anymore.
How do I fill this “hole” that usually is only filled by a situationship or relationship?
I wanna tell these thoughts to people, I wanna tell the thoughts to this person, I still wanna stare at them as they walk away even though I shouldn’t.
Losing the routine of how I was when they were around is weirdly painful.
I am high. Does anyone else experience their head start to feel like it’s filling up with blood and then start to space out as the feeling reaches your eyes? It’s not uncomfy, it’s really nice.
At the moment
I saw a text screenshot that said “I’m not ready for a relationship but I don’t want you to be with anyone else because I do want to be with you”. I related to it a LOT. It’s recently why I left my long term relationship, thinking that I just needed a change. But I’m the same person I was just single now and mad at myself for making the decision to let him go. I consistently make it his problem and am harboring a lot of resentment about it.
Has anyone been like me and then eventually gotten out of it?
You know when people say “Americans aren’t angry enough”? I am coming to the realization that I am that American.
“But my job” “my bills” “I have plans”
While realistically I can’t completely quit my job and give up on it, I need to get better at prioritizing fighting back and being another body at protests. However, I am scared shitless of the real consequences of putting my body on the line. Does anyone have advice for getting over that or working past it?
I really like porn that’s clearly meant for straight men and made by men and I feel weirdly bad about it because of all the flaws and violations in it.
I wanna start using them and want to look “presentable” but I worry that my hair will poke through and negate the use of the dam.