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if you’re in town for a limited time make sure to place your order before you leave!!! you can ship anywhere but have to be within 50mi of the venue to place an order

i can’t believe this but i got so much done today… i took it a couple hours before i woke up, and got up with no problem and immediately started my day. i usually will lay in bed and doomscroll for about an hour before i actually get up. then i procrastinate what i need to do for hours.

i did things without procrastinating (well.. maybe just a little bit but i still got it done !) and my mind felt clearer. is this what it’s like for neurotypicals? wow.

don’t get me wrong, they’ve been getting bad over the course of 5-7 years but the frequent uti thing is new. this time, there was a lot of blood on day 2 of my infection. not like, super crazy but enough that it made me a little dizzy to see honestly.

i’ve had a lot of utis since i was a kid, found out it was probably because of a duplicated ureter. throughout the years, they’ve been pretty manageable by myself and i haven’t really needed to go on antibiotics much, maybe once every couple years. NEVER three times in six months.

it could just be that and maybe i just need to manage it better, but i find it strange that this keeps happening on or just before/after my periods. just as they’re rapidly getting worse.

i see urology/urogynecology soon so hopefully there will be some answers. i’m just overwhelmed by my own health, im going to doctors for a couple other issues as well. i just want to know what’s wrong with me, if it’s my fault. im autistic, somewhere between level 1 and 2, and i do struggle to take care of myself. i could be causing my own issues

i’m tired man