u/evrythingbagle

Half of the conversations are me explaining simple terms and simple fucking history. I cant start a topic without having to explain a concept first so that we can continue and i cant even finish the foundational explanation because they get so fucking defensive about it. They assume you are calling them dumb or likening them to the thing you are explaining. They are genuinely too fucking stupid to realize that when I bring up ww2 or imperialism im not saying anything about your morality. Im explaining simple things that happened in the past in order for you to understand the modern day event im trying to have a fucking conversation about. But I cant get to that conversation because u dont even know the fucking meaning of simple words like " extradition" or what the function of a branch of goverment is. Or the fact that chihuahua is a fucking state in Mexico. So now I have to do 10 minutes on the meaning of extradition and how it applies to our conversation and I have to dumb it down to terms you understand and I also have to be careful to not offend you because you are too fucking dumb to realize not everything is about you. And I have to be careful to not hit an insecurity because we both know that im significantly more knowledgeable about the subject, not smarter, just more knowledgeable. But I cant admit it. And its not even one person in my life its multiple people. I think the people around me have a learning disadvantage or didnt have a good educational foundation so half the things I say is just me talking into the void. And I know how much of an asshole I sound like rn okay, but I think I should be able to have a conversation were I dont have to explain the meaning of affluent or the fucking history of ww1 and ww2 from the start in order for you to understand me. And honestly it wouldnt fucking bother me so much because I love talking about history and explaining concepts to people but if you are going to get defensive and not even let me finish one fucking sentence before you start cutting me off and saying things like " its my opinion" when what we are talking about is events that happened and your opinion has jack shit to do with it then im going to get frustrated and mad. LIKE HOLY FUCK! And then they always bring up the Bible. And im Christian and I belive the Bible is real and its a living word but that doesnt change what happened and what is happening now and how its all connected. I really do think they are too stupid to even understand what im trying to say. Or actually saying. Like why tf did I just explaining what Ai is and how it works and what it does to the environment only for you to tell me that it doesnt matter cause the end times will happen no matter what. Im sorry I dont think ur just supposed to let it happen maybe try to learn a thing or two before you wash your hands of the responsibility. And say that you cant escape Revelations. But I cant say that cause then it means im calling you a bad person or stupid and ur going to do whatever you want anyway, because? Oh that's right, its your opinion. Do you know how many times I have to say " that's not what I said" a fucking day???? My friends and family are too fucking stupid and I dont understand because we all went to the same fucking school. I can excuse the homeschooled one and the one that dropped out in middle school. But I cant for the ones that graduated with me or the ones that even went to college and still dont know what the CIA is. Fuck