I’m currently watching S2E13. I have NEVER liked this little girl from the first time she showed up. And now bc she wanted to play “bad guy” and rob her little friend’s house, that old guy saw J’s face. Granted, he didn’t have to listen to her & he was being a dumbass too. Especially bc he absolutely knows better than to be reckless like they were being. But she is just the most immature and ANNOYING little brat 😆
So I know that minoxidil is deadly to cats even in small amounts and for this reason I asked for the pill instead of the liquid. Well I put it in my hand w my other meds earlier and it must’ve fallen out of my hand on my way to my mouth bc I just found it on the rug almost 12 hours later!!! It was unbroken and it didn’t look like they’d tried to eat it bc you know how a pill looks when it gets wet? Well it didn’t look like that, it just looked normal. If I had just dropped it and picked it up immediately I wound not be as scared but it was blended into the rug for hours and hours while I was at work. I am freaking the fuck out and having an actual panic attack. What do I look for? How do I know they’re ok? I can’t breathe and if something happens to them bc of me I will never forgive myself. They’re all acting normal right now btw. I wiped each paw of 2 of my cats just in case they stepped on it, but the third will not let me catch him.
My memory is getting worse as time goes on and I can’t remember everything I need to for this new job. I can’t keep up with the speed either. I got confused about what day I had a doctor’s appointment this week and I got all the way up there and they told me come back Friday. I thought I had a family event this Saturday but it’s next Saturday. I have to keep taking days off to see all the different kinds of doctors I have, and I’m not even good at my job so I just know I’m going to get fired. Plus they scheduled me for the day I have visitations with my son so I had to trade that shift. Somehow I have to work a job bc I can’t afford food or anything else by the middle of the month on social security. But I just don’t see how. And more than that I feel like a failure and like some stupid weirdo who is not equal to regular people. If I didn’t have my sons, I would be not be sticking around on this planet. I guess I just needed to vent. Sorry to be depressing everyone.
I’m 38 & I have had 4 TBI’s. I’ve been on disability for 16 years. Disability is no longer enough to live on with prices the way they are. My friend got me a fast food job. It’s been a week and everyone is acting like I should just know and remember everything and not make mistakes anymore. I’m doing my best and I am getting better, but when it’s a rush or coworkers that are my son’s age are getting on my case about messing up, I just feel like I am too stupid to work. I cried at work two days ago and that was humiliating. But this just really sucks and I don’t know what to do about it. Thanks for listening.