u/falllenstarr

so i decided to finally delete discord because i was addicted to it. i had a bunch of friends in this one server, and when one of them told me “no one actually liked you, we all just tolerated you” i got so sad and decided to delete the app entirely. i don’t think this is the only reason i deleted discord though, my ocd kind of amplified the urge to delete discord by telling me shit. anyways, i hope i get used to not having discords, because i keep trying to find the app but then remember i deleted it. i want to install it back so bad, but let it fuck off i guess.

i have ocd, and i always fear being perceived as a pedo. i know in my heart that i’m not a pedo at all, i don’t even like kids. my ocd tells me shit like if i don’t do x, then people will perceive me as a pedo and pervert. ocd really sucks, can’t wait til they make a cure (they won’t)