u/fatherrootbeer47

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This boy

I’m 15f and he’s 17m. Calling him M. M and I are very similar, but he’s super bold and I’m shy. I like him very much. He teases me about my height and weight because I’m short and scrawny. I like it, but I don’t know how to tease back because I’m terrified of saying something mean to him. M is very sweet otherwise, always making sure I’m okay and telling me to eat. He says he doesn’t want to be in a relationship for a few years and I respect that but I can’t help but feel like he likes me. I mean, he talks about marrying me (mostly in a joking manor) but frequently. And he asks me “who would you crack out of our friends for $100” “what do you find most attractive in a man” “who treats you the best out of our group”. He’s also pretty physical with me in a way I haven’t observed with others. Poking me, ruffling my hair, picking me up, hugging me when nobody else is around. He also invites me around a lot, saying how he could’ve brought somebody else but chose me. He knows that I don’t like being at home, so he brings me around a lot. On top of this, when we’re talking, he stands very close. Like I can feel his breath close. If we’re quiet (and this probably means nothing) I catch him with this little smile on his face. And if he’s talking to someone else he looks at me or leans over to see my face. M gets protective about this boy who likes me, and once got me out of a situation where I was very uncomfortable with him.

I just wanted to yap, thank you for listening

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u/fatherrootbeer47 — 22 hours ago

Attention seeking

I have been clean from self harm almost six months. Recently I have been struggling with my MH, and nobody around me notices. So far I have been called a bitch, ungrateful and a piece of shit. I think I have to make someone notice what’s going on inside my head by cutting myself in a place where it’s noticeable. I’m getting very desperate just for somebody to ask if I am okay.

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u/fatherrootbeer47 — 2 months ago