

TW: religious trauma — HOLY WATER
we got stung in the face by a wasp
and suddenly we are six years old again
crying as our mother rushed us to the church bathroom
bypassing a congregation of concerned women
TO ONCE AGAIN DOUSE US IN HOLY WATER
TW: Homicidal and Suicidal Ideation — Art Collection
Art from the last few weeks that I forgot to post. We have a lot going on internally these days and I think drawing helps process it.
TW: suicidal ideation, paranoia, self harm scars, and eyestrain — ERROR: SWITCH LOADING
Age Ol' Question: Are These Roosters or Hens?
My partner sexed these all as hens, but not for a second have I thought these two with the black necks are hens. Thoughts? My gut says they are roosters, but I really need them to be hens! (Born around the end of March, neither are crowing but too young to lay eggs).
Macabre Madness. Myself (caniscorpse). [2026].
If you peel back my skin
You would see such an ugliness
My muscles are covered in a
Viscous of agony
There is a bright suffering
Behind the eyes of this pretender
My mind is a maze
Of macabre and gore
Blind yourself to it because
Your love would drown
Beneath this suffocating
Madness of mine
Television show rec that is going to rip my heart out and stomp on it over and over and over again
I watch so much television that it's kind of difficult to tell you guys what I like most, but in the last year or so, some shows I've watched and liked include Outlander, Blood of My Blood, House of the Dragon, Knight of the Seven Kingdoms, The Pitt, DTF St. Louis, Half Man, The White Lotus, The Gilded Age, Fiona and Cake, The Last of Us, Last Week Tonight with John Oliver, The Amazing Digital Circus, Gameoverse, Knights of Guinevere, The Gaslight District, MILGRAM, Alien Stage, Hazbin Hotel, Helluvaboss, Dexter: Original Sin, Dexter: Resurrection, Win or Lose, The Testaments, and The 100.
Go wild with this one as long as I get to sit in the dark and sob over my blorbos :)
Stress Echo Side Effect
I had a Stress Echo test done earlier today and now every time I try to eat, I get chest pain so bad I feel like I'm choking. It's so bad that I feel like I'm going to vomit. I can get liquids down but not solids. Is this a normal side effect?