Chance an International Relations girlie with a GPA destroyed by rigorous classes :')
Eurovision is over so I can get back to panicking about my future... hooray. Just finished my junior year.
Demographics: Female, White + Black + Native (w/ tribal number), small rural public school
Intended Major(s): International Relations/Studies, Russian/Slavic Studies, Political Science (for schools who don't have dedicated IR majors)
ACT Superscore: 33C, 27M, 26S, 36E, 36R, 12W (I'll probably take it one more time to get the math up)
UW/W GPA and Rank: 3.84UW/4.22W, top 5 out of 47 students (see notes below)
Coursework: Max rigor, over 8 weighted college courses. School only offers AP CSP, which I took my sophomore year. (I passed barely with a 3, but it's not incredibly relevant to my profile.)
Extracurriculars:
- Quiz Bowl Participant and Captain [captain since junior year, participated in local game show and was part of a two-time top three placing team at state]
- Theatre Multi-Production Lead Actress [seven shows total, four lead roles]
- High School Democrats of America State Chair [grew state chapter from 0 to 30+ students (and counting + in a ruby red state), and has spoken to and conducted events with politicians and political leaders from across the state. I'm also the founder and chair of a regional political campaign support initiative committee.]
- Foreign Aid Advocacy PAC Intern [I've coordinated and held meetings with congressional offices and contributed to materials for the PAC to use in meetings with US Senate offices]
- Volunteer Conversation Partner for Ukrainian English Learners [one hour per week, but program also entails preparing conversation plans and activities, which has proven to be a lot more insightful than I thought it would]
- International Relations Think Tank Member [Organization has over 10k social media followers, this one isn't as strong, but I've been in it for a while, and have written multiple articles on international politics and US national security.]
- International Relations Substack/Medium Writer [Largely a project planned for the summer, but I've already published a few articles and gotten some published in some smaller orgs/publications]
- Russian Self Taught Speaker (A1-A2) [Sort of what it says on the package. I've primarily used Youtube videos and publicly available US military resources]
- State Senate Page [Only lasted one week, but I feel as though it was a very important experience.]
- School NHS Secretary [tied (again) after a week-long campaign and a run-off election]
Awards (not the strongest part of my application):
- 1st in Statewide Comp. in Government
- Regional Acting Award
- Girls' State Nomination
- State Senate Page Nomination
- 1st in Statewide Comp. in State History
Essays/LORs: I haven't thought of my essays much apart from researching things to mention in my "why [college]?" essays. I plan on asking for rec letters from my drama and government teachers, both of whom know me very well.
Notes: My GPA was primarily impacted by advanced STEM classes. STEM is not my strong suit, but there aren't a huge amount of opportunities where I live, and so I took what I could get. I received a B in college level Physics my first semester and another B in college level Calculus my second semester. I'm generally fine with those, I've cried enough and learned to accept them.
The bigger problem is with a college macroeconomics course I took online. The class was super difficult, and so I had a B until the final, which brought my grade down to a C. A few weeks prior, we had an extra credit assignment from which I earned bonus points which would have raised my grade back to a B. These weren't implemented when the professor said they were, but I assumed he was busy, and so I waited until the last week of the course. After reaching out to him, I received no reply until I reached out to the department leader. Tldr of the conversation: The professor was withholding those bonus points because Honorlock had flagged some things during my completion of the assignment. I had committed no wrongdoing, and I attempted to explain so, but to no avail. It was never explained what I did exactly, which makes a formal appeal nearly impossible. Due to state laws, this course has to be on my high school transcript, and I have to be honest, this hit to my transcript and GPA has completely shattered my confidence. I've taken schools off of my list because I don't think I have any chance at all anymore, and I might be removing some that you see below.
Prior to the most recent semester, I was first in my class. I do not know where I am now, but it's possible I've dropped. I've considered taking a concurrent course this summer to bring my weighted up to a 4.24, but honestly? I've been dealing with both physical health issues and mental burnout + severe academic anxiety, and it wouldn't be an exaggeration to say that I'm mildly traumatized by the Macroecon-Honorlock situation. (The amount of crying was insane lmao) I think I really should take a break this summer for my own health, but I know that doing so might jeopardize my chances at college acceptances.
I'm considering applying ED to Bryn Mawr. It has a really good program for what I plan to do, the NPC said that I'd be paying $3k per year, and I like the environment. (I thought I wanted a big city environment for a while, but the closer I get to graduation, the more I realize that I'm terrified of being in a huge city that far away all by myself. I still want to go out of state (get me tf out of Oklahoma) but I'm starting to think a place like Bryn Mawr, with a safe, suburban campus with city access by train, might be the best fit for me.) I haven't made up my mind fully though, as I haven't visited (I don't know if I can) and there are still a few places which appeal to me equally (namely Barnard, although they don't have a dedicated IR major. That being said -- hard to beat a 4+1 SIPA program.)
Schools:
Reach/Target: Bryn Mawr College, (maybe also Swarthmore + Haverford??), George Washington University, Wellesley College, Barnard College, New York University, American University, Vassar College, Johns Hopkins University, Cornell University, I need more in the 30-50% acceptance rate range ngl
Safeties are my state flagship and Hollins University