u/fluffyclouds09

Every. Single. Time. I go in public, i head home just full of regret. Was I too loud? Too quiet? Accidentally rude? Annoying? Didn't make sense? Weird?

It's so exhausting. I cry all the time following social activities because i just feel like i make a mistake every single time. It's so hard and so exhausting.

I feel bad for having off days where i seem down. I feel bad for being too excited. I tell a joke and feel bad if it doesn't seem to land 100% correctly. It's just like man idk. Can't even fix it because if I'm too quiet and don't joke, don't talk, i feel bad for being awkward and quiet.

So for the possible good signs;

He smiles at me when he doesn't even know I can see him

He teases me a lot

He will ask me random questions to keep a conversation going

He asks me about things he already knew to start a conversation

But signs I might be delusional; He never texts me, we only talk in person

Idkkkkkkkkkkkkk. All ik is he's cute af