u/forthesakeofpeace

Tere. Tahtsin jagada midagi, mis ehk teile ka natuke tuju paremaks teeb. Nimelt pean palju inimestega töötama ja näen, et laste ja töö keskel on inimesed üpris õnnetu loomuga. Eks tuska on igalühel, aga nii jõudsin ühe hea faktini, mis peaks kõigi meeleolu paremaks tegema.

Miks on nii vähe kajastatud ja mainitud seda, et oleme kogenud üpris haruharva esinevat sündmust nagu milleeniumi vahetus?

Viimane selline oli 1026 aastat tagasi ja väga valitud hulk inimesi sai seda kahjuks lühema keskmise eluea tõttu kogeda. 26 aastat tagasi said tänu pikenenud elueale kogeda milleeniumi vahetust ka ligi 100 aastased inimesed. Isa vanematel jäi paraku see nägemata ja kogemata, nii nagu kõigil nendel inimestel, kes sündisid alates 1000.aastast või surid 1999.aastal.

Usun, et meie elude võimalikuks saamine sellisel perioodil on vägagi haruldane ja ainulaadne sündmus ja meenutus. Kuna oma sündimist ilma ma osta ei saanud, pean olema väga õnnelik, et kuulun selle väikse protsendi hulka, kellele see õnn osaks sai.

Tänud lugemast.

Hello,

I must have struggled out of this bottomless, dark inhuman pit of self-sabotaging, self-doubting form we call depression.
And I don't mean i did it for 100%. There will be times I will lack motivation, deprive myself from human connection, sleep, opportunities and will feel caged to my bed and not wanting to take action anymore. I have come a long way. It may have been 15 years I have been battling depression. Reasons I would not have liked to deal with or reasons which were forced on me. This course has taken its toll - scars, balding, anxiety, insomnia, nerve system braking down. But now at 31 I might start to see the world as somebody who were 15-17 years old without burden of problems. I kept my to-do list, achieved them, kept active 50% during the most difficult periods, relocated from the place dragging me down and for once living my own life. The cost for this has been huge, but the reward itself is also noticeable. I mind now waking up, waking up earlier, having the optimism to look for the future. I don't know how I didn't reach this state earlier. Now I think i have deliberately wasted my youth while I was supposed to squeeze every moment out of my days. I feel inferior to other people, with tons of money, good outlook at life and partnerships. I'm supposed to follow that trend cause that's the society's way? I'm not handicapped and will start to piece everything back to together, but it's infuriating that others, the best 1-5% of people haven't had such kind a of hurdle to begin with. It smothers me, but I can't change the facts. I will continue on.

Thanks.