u/fox_face8965

Hello everyone, I have been feeling so anxious and restless for really a long time because I feel my girlfriend(21F, and she thinks that she is NB, but whatever, she is forever the most beautiful one in my eyes) isn't satisfied with me. We are having a long-distance relationship( we have been dating for only few months), and we have really different hobbies. She likes anime and some games like deltarune, and some other cute things like Chiikawa, so to make her feel happier, I always use some spare time to learn more things about the things that she's interested in, just to add more topics that we can talk about. Besides the differences of our hobbies, we also have lots of things similar, like both of us having ADHD, and depression, I want to do my best to make her feel warmth and heal her traumas.

When she came to visit me in my city, I tried to pay for everything for her, buying gifts and food, but I felt I didn't do enough, supposed to take her to visit some more romantic places in my city to make her feel the trip is unforgettable. (Actually, I have to say I feel there supposed to be more decorations in my room; it's very simple and supposed to perpare a show towel for her and change the bed sheet more frequently, but boy, lol, always living in a rough life)Since she returned to her city, she has constantly feelings sleepy and lack energy about anything, so we began to talk less.

She is also struggling with her financial situation, needs to pay the rental fee and daily expenses, also the credit card (I don't really understand why her parents aren't paying these for her), luckily my parents are paying my rent and tuition and basic daily life expenses(I'm actually an international student from another country), so I only earn money for entertainment and helping her. I was a cashier, and I started working as a food delivery worker since this Wednesday, and the boss told me that I could receive my first salary on Thursday, so I told my girlfriend that I can send her some money on Thursday evening, but its already Sunday now, and I still haven't receive any salary! Boss only told me that they will check and give me a result on Monday. I feel really guilty and really sorry to my girlfriend, and since early this week she stopped talking to me, (didn't block me ), so , every time I think about she might struggling and feel desperate, i always feel my heart is being grilled and chopping. 😭

My parents don't like her, they think that she is overweight, and she is from a different culture background with me but I don't mind these at all, all I want is finish the last two semesters and get the diploma and find a better job and living with her, and I want to show her that I can be a responsible man, a credible person that she can trust and rely on. I sincerely apologize for the grammar mistakes that I made, English isn't my native and I need to work on it.

Hello everyone, I have been feeling so anxious and restless for really a long time because I feel my girlfriend(21F, and she thinks that she is NB) isn't satisfied with me. We are having a long-distance relationship( we have been dating for only few months), and we have really different hobbies. She likes anime and some games like deltarune, and some other cute things like Chiikawa, so to make her feel happier, I always use some spare time to learn more things about the things that she's interested in, just to add more topics that we can talk about. Besides the differences of our hobbies, we also have lots of things similar, like both of us having ADHD, and depression, I want to do my best to make her feel warmth and heal her traumas.

When she came to visit me in my city, I tried to pay for everything for her, buying gifts and food, but I felt I didn't do enough, supposed to take her to visit some more romantic places in my city to make her feel the trip is unforgettable. (Actually, I have to say I feel there supposed to be more decorations in my room; it's very simple and supposed to perpare a show towel for her and change the bed sheet more frequently, but boy, lol, always living in a rough life)Since she returned to her city, she has constantly feelings sleepy and lack energy about anything, so we began to talk less.

She is also struggling with her financial situation, needs to pay the rental fee and daily expenses, also the credit card (I don't really understand why her parents aren't paying these for her), luckily my parents are paying my rent and tuition and basic daily life expenses(I'm actually an international student from another country), so I only earn money for entertainment and helping her. I was a cashier, and I started working as a food delivery worker since this Wednesday, and the boss told me that I could receive my first salary on Thursday, so I told my girlfriend that I can send her some money on Thursday evening, but its already Sunday now, and I still haven't receive any salary! Boss only told me that they will check and give me a result on Monday. I feel really guilty and really sorry to my girlfriend, and since early this week she stopped talking to me, (didn't block me ), so , every time I think about she might struggling and feel desperate, i always feel my heart is being grilled and chopping. 😭

My parents don't like her, they think that she is overweight, and she is from a different culture background with me but I don't mind these at all, all I want is finish the last two semesters and get the diploma and find a better job and living with her, and I want to show her that I can be a responsible man, a credible person that she can trust and rely on. I sincerely apologize for the grammar mistakes that I made, English isn't my native and I need to work on it.