u/fuil-fion-fioruisce

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all from snake divine shop !! just wanted to give credit.

ive a tear drop breast shape (used to be chubbier when i was in my late teens and lost all the weight) and i am bawling cuz the man i love is a tits-man and i cant imagine anyone im with not wishing i was different, that i had a more desirable breast shape (im small + saggy, worst of both worlds, im 22). I WAS HOPING that i could take to the internet and there would be some body positive BS that could make me feel normal, like those boob shape flower art type pictures. instead its all boob job promos. i cant change this without surgery, i wish i could accept it, but i just feel inadequate and disgusting. this is the stuff that body positivity or even body neutrality couldve helped if obese americans didnt have to ruin it for the rest of us.

i feel like it captures something lovely that no other combo can match. im a sad angry psycho woman tonight.

edit - especially music w strong strong lyricism.

i switch between these states a lot, but i spend too much time with the 'shoulds' instead of being guided by my own curiosity and passions. think i got owned by being told i was super gifted and a prodigy as a child (classic, im sure many of u can relate) and then also i had a social media presence in my early teens where i got lots of praise and hatred. that probably fucked up my ego development. anyways.... LSD ? inner child meditation ? idk. any tips...?

theres a lot more of us than we think. spending time casually nude around other ladies has taught me that.

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just looking for a small one i can carry around for cheap ! doesnt have 2 be top quality

my autistic behaviours get a pass when im sexier. any girl autist worth their salt will know how fucked up + sensitive our hormones are so my weight has fluctuated at points and the way my spergy traits are treated varies depending on my BMI for sure. im stable + hot now so i get away with a lot, and have many thoughts i could share on this whole topic but rn i wanna read yours !

I want to understand god or the god shaped void r something. what is god to you ? the wind ? music ? all that we dont understand ? purpose ? creation ? im lost ! give me some reading or lectures too if that helps. or recommend me anything. so far i feel in touch with something divine when im deep in the moment with nature but i feel some sorta overwhelming insignificance of self when i try to understand the universe from a physics perspective and that sorta feels like god too…. HELP !! MAMA !!! waaa waaaaaa