u/futility_belt

So I bought the game in September last year and played it for around 55 hours before I got burnt out and dropped it. I'm picking it up now after an urge to play it and I've kinda forgotten a lot of things. I remember the main plotline fairly well but there's so many targets and open quests and markers on my objectives board and world map, not to mention I probably have forgotten the combat a little but I'm sure that'll come back to me quick enough. However I can't seem to find anywhere that might show a chronological quest history, maybe something like the Witcher 3. Is there any way to figure this out because I don't want to start a new playthrough. Thanks!

I'm 22M, going to be graduating with a Masters soon from an excellent uni. I've been struggling to find a job for the past year and I've finally made it past the interview stage for one recently and am waiting to hear back from them. But there's this dread in me that I feel regardless of what response I get. If I get rejected, it's going to be the same old depressing unemployment and leaching off my parents till I find something. And if I get accepted, well time to lock myself into a 9-5 for the rest of my life because apparently I'm simply not passionate enough about anything to make it big early on so I can avoid doing a 9-5 forever.

I feel nothing. I feel numb about everything. I feel like I will never find a partner who loves and treats me the way I treat them. I feel like I'll never feel happy or passionate about anything. Everything feels like a chore, just living and surviving feels like a chore. My mood depends too much on how my current talking stage is treating me and I try not to be too clingy but I crave affection and attention. But life can't just revolve around only that can it, I've to make sure I get a good job and work hard and yada yada. I feel disillusioned by everything. I have fallen out of love with my degree and am barely able to get any work done for my final project/thesis. I dread everything. Yet I'm too much of a coward to actually be suicidal, as much as I think about it. I know I need therapy but even that has waiting lists so long that i simply don't have the patience for it.

I feel like I'm just dragging myself along year by year towards a future I don't even think I will like. I know I'm a very privileged person to be having problems like this, but I can't help but feel terrible constantly. I don't know if this is a generation thing or if other people feel similarly, is it because my early social growth was kinda stunted by COVID? or am I just looking for excuses to reprieve myself. Does it get better? I feel like giving up on everything, but I know I won't because like I said, I'm not passionate about anything so I won't even be passionate about giving up. I dread that my entire life will feel like this, if I live long enough anyway. I'm sorry if this is the wrong sub, I just felt like seeing if other people around my age are going through something similar or I'm just fucked in general.

I'm due to complete my MSc this September and have no job offer lined up. It's been kind of hellish, applying for many jobs, tailoring applications for each place, and still not getting much of a response. Admittedly, I have lately been applying for roles outside of my particular engineering discipline but I was wondering how it was going for everyone else across the board. Personally, I know like 3 people out of dozens who have something lined up after they graduate. It's the most demoralising thing ever and I feel like I'm just coping by telling myself that the market is bad.