u/futurecat666

Can someone help explain this song to me? I was drunk and sending a bunch of songs from YouTube to someone , someone who left me I loved , this was the last song I sent them by random coincidence. I sent the music video but I don’t watch music videos , I just liked the song , then I watch it recently and see it’s about eve and the devil , she left me cuz I had a manic episode about the devil helping me, so I don’t feel like this is a coincidence, she left me cuz of Satan then the last song I send her is this? And the last lines … “say when and I’ll come running back” it makes me cry cuz it’s what I feel “ I lost my way” I can barely listen to mastodon one of my favs cuz it was all I listened to when I was with her, especially the song hunters of the sky, that song gives me so much anxiety cuz it brings me back to when I was driving to meet her for our first date 😔 so what does this song mean? Is the devil good or bad , is eve good or bad , or is everything good !!!!

I put the new fan tag on cuz I haven’t listen to Tyler since highschool but this song came on randomly and it brought back so many memories, I’m drunk and I have an interview I don’t know why but I believe in fate so if you see this , our fates are changed from this , butterfly cascade into a hurricane from anything

I don’t know if it’s just me but this song had the most emotion I felt from Trevor , the last line especially, last line in an album called ritual… “suicide is the only way out” did Trevor know something , also this song is the ritual of indoctrination, mentions lord belial , pulling strings , is suicide the ultimate sacrifice? Sacrificing others you don’t lose anything… an excuse to hurt others just sadism or control fetish , a real sacrifice is your own body and own pain , suicide is the most powerful sacrifice I feel , the most devotion you can show , no one else matters , just you and a dirty you’re showing devotion to by the ultimate sacrifice, giving up everything you are

Anyone get days where they just want to talk to people or just want to do something physical like smashing there monitor and computers and games(yesterday me😔) I feel like I have a lot of energy random days but it’s kind of overwhelming and caused me job losses and burning bridges , sometimes I want to get off just to see what I’m like without th pills!!!! Jesus is king

I was thinking if each sign was born with intention to the stars or things , are some drawn to specific sounds, music invokes emotions , some music also is a form of devotion to things, prayer , what kind of music do Capricorns listen to???? Isn’t Capricorn the devils tarot , do you listen to devil music, maybe your top 3 fav bands , for me it would be the black dahlia murder, mastodon , System of a Down , holy mountain is my fav song right now it’s amazing!!!!🥹also if every sign had a genre would we be metal or is it just me

I abused drugs when I was younger, got to a point where I hear voices every time now with certain substances. Lately I’ve been looking forward to them because sometimes they are really nice and I hear the most beautiful words said about me, like yesterday I thought an old coworker was outside my house on the street shouting that she loves me and that everything will be ok, I thought she came to the door and let herself in, I was sitting in my room shaking just waiting for her to come in , shaking because with so many conflicting voices it’s hard to tell which ones are real. In the morning though what felt very real now seems very obviously a delusion, but it was really nice for a second to hear a girl say I love you to me

I drew tarot cards and they all came true today before I went to the store, I asked for help and I got it I think, anyone else feel something today?🧐