u/gabrielamilene

I very recently lost my brother in a sudden way and it's been extremely difficult for me, especially since we were the each other's only sibling and we were very close. I have been looking for a grief group for people who have lost their loved ones and the only ones I can find are widow meetings and for people who have lost their children.

I found one that was for people who have lost family members in general, but it was in another state. I'm looking for one in RI, the closer to North Providence, the better.

I am open to going to ones in churches if they do not require you to be religious as I am not.

Today, my brother's ashes were brought back to his and his husband's home and it hit me hard that he's actually gone and I just need to talk to someone who's going through what I'm going through, besides my parents because they are so broken. Naturally my parents and I talk about it but, I'm so worried about my mom and dad that I don't want to explain to them how broken I feel too, I don't want them to worry about me.

If anyone knows any place, I would appreciate it so much.

So normally you can block a specific ad, five months ago I blocked this ad while watching Rotten Mango. I continue to block it EVERY TIME it pops up and say "not interested". It has a girl walking through a department store and she stops by a kid who's shopping and goes, "Nice." and then leaves. Meanwhile a song is playing, going "We are beautiful , all of us, I know I know I know...we are beautiful!"

I blocked it because Rotten Mango has multiple ad breaks and it would play each time. Now that ad won't play on any other videos but still, whenever I watch Rotten Mango, it plays EVERY AD BREAK! It's annoying because I like to play Rotten Mango at night and fall asleep to it, but then within 15 minutes, BOOM! WE ARE BEAUTIFUL...startles me awake.

Does anyone know, is Rotten Mango working with the company that ad is for or is this a glitch. It only plays while I'm watching that specific channel and it's EVERY. SINGLE. AD BREAK.

As a reminder, I blocked that ad five or more month ago....and it's STILL HAPPENING! I've literally skipped videos from Rotten Mango because I know that ad is going to play over and over again. I LOVE that channel and used to never miss a video and now I find myself clicking it, learning who she's talking about and then finding another creator talking about it or just googling it myself just to avoid that ad.