u/gaming_dragon23

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My grandmother passed away in 2022. She had always been the most important person in our family and basicly held everything together. After her passing the intire family was basicly separated in 2 groups and had massive affect on our lives to which I won't go into detail. But one important things for the story was my mom having to serperate from a few of our relatives and more large changes which I won't mention.

Around a month ago I was visiting my mom and siblings for some event we went to that day, of which there also was a friend of my mom's. At around 9 PM we were all at her house and my grandmother's passing came up in conversation. According to my mom who had noticed me a few times, I had been staring at an empty wall for 15-30 minutes. I experienced what felt like barely 5 minutes of it.

(I'll try to explain as well as I can but it's pretty confusing so bear with me) I was looking at my grandmother who I knew I couldn't see despite knowing she was there. I knew someone was there and that someone was good and there for us and I eventually tied it to my grandmother Throughout the 30 minutes I was locked in looking where I couldn't see her. The only experience I remember aside from looking was when I subconsciously tried to wave but I couldn't, like my hand was weighed down just enough for me to lift it slightly but too heavy for me to actually wave.

My mom noticed and asked me what was wrong and I decided to tell her after the other visitors were gone. When I told her I broke down crying wilst I told her exactly what it felt like and who I tought I was without really consciously saying what I tought or said. Apparently I had told my mom that my grandmother was there and watching over her.

What eventually actually scared me was what I said last when she asked me if I could ask my grandmother anything. My mom asked if she could have done anything diffrently and I apparently responded "(my grandmother's nickname for my mom), you did everything you could have done" translated to the dialect my family speaks, apparently with my pronunciation being the same as how my grandmother did.

If anybody here knows what is the reason for why my grandmother specifically spoke through me, why I couldn't wave and just generally anything, I'd love to hear what you think.

I'm putting together a war song playlist. Can be from any era or time and any country.

Whenever I put in my earbuds and turn on music they start making a quiet, high pitched sound. Is there something I can do about it or are they just broken? They're pretty new, 2 months, and I don't think I did anything weird with them but I use them a lot.

Edit: forgot to say in title but it's samsung

Edit 2: it doesn't happen when I turn on noise cancelling