Feeling anxious already- TW chemical
I’ve been trying to conceive since December 2025. I had a chemical pregnancy that month, then negative tests until May 2026, where I got faint positives from 11DPO. I started spotting, and then bleeding. I went to the dr but my hcg was already negative by the time I went.
The next cycle I ovulated CD15, 4 days before my period was due I started spotting, but it was too early, so when it hadn’t turned into full flow I tested and got a Faint positive starting on 11DPO with a little bit of progression over the days, but then one afternoon it turned into a full period.
After 2 in a row I contacted my GP, and she just told me that they’re common, and that I’m not doing anything wrong, but they aren’t worried, and I just have to keep trying. If I haven’t had a successful pregnancy by December, then to come back.
I’m on my next cycle, I just got my positive LH test this afternoon, and I’m spiralling already. I’m dreading taking the test, and don’t know if I’m more dreading another faint positive or a negative. I know I won’t be able to help myself to test from 9dpo onwards.
Sorry, I just needed to get this out my head 😩