u/giantgirl91

Feeling lost and unsure of what Im looking for. I feel like someone is screaming at me and im just not tuned in to hear right now. Where i am going, i do not know.

Ive been on 150 for about two weeks now. I have a moving/jolting sensation behind my eyes and in the top of my skull. Its like a brain fog mixed with zaps but also it feels like my brain is in motion?? Its worrying me as i know seizures are a side effect. Im very brain foggy and having didficulty driving as well

Been on venlafaxine, propranolol, and latuda for a couple years now at the same dose. Just dropped my latuda dose by half and added wellbutrin which ive been on for a week. I think the latuda had been numbing me out. I have been productive and doing spring cleaning but then i crash and just want to stare at the wall. My anxiety is becoming worse and im paralyzed making decisions. Im so irritated with my loving husband and just want to tell him to fuck off and get away from me and stop needing me. I have no desire to have sex. Also irritated with my new dog and regretting getting him. I feel so fucking overwhelmed i just want to run away. Doing things and being productive does make me feel better but i go back n forth between being ready to do anything and cant move a muscle i just want to be horizontal. I hate my meds and just want off them and to reset but i know thats not the answer.