u/globalwig

part one if you want

well i'll start off by saying that no, we are not boyfriends. but i'll explian tho

so first how dit it go?

so, i took the bus to meet him, and we walked a bit in the city we joined at waiting for another bus. we sat on a bench and talked a bit. i was low key nervous so i wasn't very talkative, and he noticed and told me "would that help?" and straight up kissed me. we then went back and forth with talking and kissing. we then took the bus to a less city like place, and we found a little glade in the middle of nowhere. we sat and re-kissed, the we ate the sandwich he prepeared. we then, you gessed it, kissed and huged, cuddled i guess. we played a bit on my steam deck, and then i had to leave.

well, i'll give it to you, it may sound cute. HOWEVER. like i said in my previous post, i always thought i was aromantic. well guess what? i was right 😭

the feelings? stress from seeing a boy i had conviced myself i liked. there was never any crush. and the worst part is that i think that he likes me, and i haven't told him yet. because i can't just text him being like "hey you remember our date were we kissed and stuff? well i don't like you byyye"

like no 😭

and it's not all, cause i really did enjoyed the evening thought, it was actually great, but when i look back at it, i feel the same way towards him as i do to any other friendss i have, but the problem is that i think i would (i woud've said 100% sure like the night after, now i'm more about 50% sure when i think about it now) let him kiss me again but you can be sure that i do NOT feel that for my friendss, and i believe i would like to see him again, but i'm affraid that if i ttalk to him about this then it'l be fckn awkward for both of us and making him not want to see me again, but if i don't i'm scared he will think i wanna go further into a relationship i'm not really interested in, and i really don't want to hurt him also, because well like we kissed and hugged so much i can't be just like btw i don't have feeling for ya but we can continue kiss and cuddle tho, like i mean that has to be so fucking confusing, and he even talked about falling in love, which i believe was pretty damn quick nowing we only talked for about a week and only saw once but ok... and like he was genually so hyped for this and he legit seemed so happy to be here with me and i was too but not in the same way he was, and i'm freaking out to even tell him, but i'm also freaking out he will want to go further and it's legit so confusing to like want to kiss someone without liking them... and please, don't come in the comments saying "well maybe you do like him" i know i don't. i know i am aromantic, and i am dumb for thinking that i wasn't. i was just trying to deny it.

sorry for long post. i'll updates if anything new happens.

so basically i met this boy online, he is SO FUCKING cute, and he low key lives really near me, so we talked for about a week and decided to meet up tomorrow and like at first it was really just to talk and stuff cause he was really nice, but as the week went on i just started to like him i think (?) which really questions my whole life because i always thaught i was aromantic but i legit don't know anymore, like is it really a crush? idfk... and he sweard he was gonna kiss me and i just crave it soo much so... well i'll see ig! anyway i'll keep you uptdated :3

So basically I need more art pieces that were inspired by Shakespeare. I already got:

Goodnight Desdemona (othello)

The lion king (Hamlet)

West side story (R/J)

Cirano of Bergerac (R/J)

But I need at least 3 more, and it is quite hard to find on the internet (most of the artworks I find are just "Romeo and Juliet (remastered)" Which Is not what I want) so I would like to hear your favorite! (And the funny ones such as the lion king are very much welcome!)

Thanks in advance!