What does god even mean?
I have been asking this question for a long time, since like I was 14 and now I'm 18.
4 years passed in a flash, lots of shit happened, my attention towards this topic dwindled because there were no answers and even more so questions!
To me god has never meant anything, it was a fanatasy to me that other people loved to live in, to me all of that sounded bs. Even to this date it sounds bs!
Any arguments that were put forwards in favour of gods were no facts and all speculations! I have watched many debates, there were all kinds of people in the debates I watched there PHD holders, high IQ people, dumb even, illiterate, even a god damn toddler(yea sorry)! But everything they said were only to be taken at face value!
The arguments made in favour of atheism were the most factualy and actually making sense, but even then there were stupid people that put up stupid arguments. I realized something in my later years.
Faith cannot be forced, religion is dumb though 100% but other than religion the concept of god is vast because there are no ends to speculations.
My personal opinion: I don't believe in god, even if there's a god I refuse to believe in something that has no effect on my life whatsoever. Now if god truly exist, then it isn't a self consious being. People refer to god as someone who created us and the universe, but what exactly created the universe? Big bang? Does that means that's a god or the god? You cannot prove any arguments made on god 100% false neither can you prove any of the arguments to be 100% factual and true!
God is speculations that we have about it, that's my concluson