my dad will always chose alcohol over me
I made a post about my dad a few days ago. He's almost 60, and always has been a drunk. Because of him I got introduced to prn at 8 years old, because of him I've been mentally abused and sexualized myself. He outdid himself this year,in may he left for 3 weeks(stayed at his mom) and before he did,he cussed me and my mom like hell(his daily routine). He came back home after those weeks apologizing to my mom saying he will listen to my mom from now on(because,of course,his mom always talked trash to him about me and my dad), it was going fine for us for two weeks,but after those weeks we found out he had a bad debt to a supermarket,he "bought" food for his mom of over 67 USD which is a lot for us here where I live. since then it's been going bad. two days ago he came home drunk and said that he won't make a bank account so we can pay the bills(which is a necessity here) and then my mom somehow argued with him really bad and after that nothing happened. Yesterday he came home late and out of anger he almost hit my mom with a damn rock while I was on the street with my friend and it's embarrassing that they saw me crying because of my dad.(and yeah he was drunk) well my mom kicked him out. Aside from this, I've decided to reach for a little support and comfort to my ex boyfriend because I feel really upset about my dad . anyway,he started defending him saying he can't control his addiction,that he still loves me inside his heart . I don't believe any of this and when I confronted him he said that he isn't defending my dad and that he's trying to make me feel better. I know addiction can be hard,but when you're almost 60 years old and had the same attitude with my sister who is almost 40 years old,then you're dumb as hell.