
Hedge Knight, Chapter 145
Helbram’s thoughts dwelled on the warmth of Elly resting against him.
Her head leaned on his shoulder, ears twitching occasionally as she finally embraced the rest that she so desperately needed. The way she had drifted off almost immediately when they sat against the far wall confirmed how exhausted she was. Her breaths were prolonged and loud, the kind that only came to those in the deepest of slumbers. From the way that her face was practically smushed against his arm, he could tell that it’d take a lot to wake her up, which gave him the clearance to wrap his arm around her and pull her closer. She smacked her lips and nuzzled against his chest, a move that made his heart skip a beat.
He kept still, feeling her breaths against him, holding back the urge to tighten his grip. The heat of her body bled into him, and it felt as if her fatigue accompanied it from how heavy his eyelids started to feel. Part of him told him to fight to stay awake, but he knew that they were safe. His eyes closed, and he drifted off into a sleep of his own.
As expected, the void, and Id, were waiting for him.
His inner self was without his armor this time, dressed in a simple tunic and pants that paired with the amused smile on his face. “Enjoying yourself, are you?”
Helbram pressed his lips thin. “We do not need to dwell on this.”
“Oh, but we do. I’m just reflecting that which toils in the steel cage you call control.” Id paced around Helbram. “And it wants out.”
“It will remain disappointed.”
“I’m sure that she’d be receptive to it. You’re not daft, you’ve noticed it as well, haven’t you?”
“...it is not the time nor place for such things.”
“And when will it be? I know your thoughts, remember? And they disappoint me.”
“When has my goal been to impress you, ever?”
“You were keen on doing so with Ophelia.”
“Id, stop.”
“No, you need to consider such things. Are you just going to stand by and let her walk to where you can’t reach?”
Helbram sighed. “She deserves to rise without carrying the burden of what weighs upon me.”
“If you were selfish for once, she wouldn’t have to bear something so heavy.”
“This is some form of selfishness, is it not? Just not the one that you wish me to embrace.”
Id clicked his teeth. “I deserve some satisfaction, don’t you think?”
“You forget that I can tell what your thoughts are. Her warmth against us in this moment is enough.” Helbram smirked. “Otherwise, your words would be joined by much more gnashing of the teeth.”
Id rubbed his brow. “One day, you’ll let me take control for a moment.”
“Perhaps, but not this day.” He reached out and summoned his newly acquired hammer into his hand. “We have more work to do.”
A moment paused while Id processed the thoughts they shared. “Even with that, facing the Guardian is still impossible, as you are now.”
“I know, but we still have not reached our limit, not yet.” Helbram stepped back and spun the hammer around. “There is still a promise that I need to keep, and that just so happens to be the solution to our problem.”
Id’s brow rose. “I see… the Guardian adapts and reacts to each of our movements, so quickly that it can only be compared to reflex.”
“Exactly, it is a fine fighter, lethal enough to bring many skilled warriors to their knees, but in a way, it is very predictable.” Helbram swung his hammer and tapped his exposed flank. “Should I strike like this, I know that the Guardian will attempt to exploit this opening. It will do so with the utmost precision and speed, but I know where it will strike.”
“All you need is a method by which to block it… do you think we can solve the folly so easily?”
“At the very least, we can encourage the Guardian to fall into the same error as our own. Its ability to read us and react quickly is both its bane and its boon, and we need to figure out a way to overcome that.”
“And who better to practice this than the one who can read you even faster than it can.”
Helbram slipped on his helmet and pulled the shield from his back. “Indeed. Besides, you wished for a chance to become uncaged, did you not?” He raised his shield. “This is a prime opportunity to really air your grievances.”
Id frowned at him, then grinned “You’re right.” He flickered with a pale green flame before flaring into a plume that condensed itself into the form of the Guardian. “I’ll take this chance, gladly.”
***
Elly stood towards the edge of the safe zone.
Her body felt warm, which was in no small part due to not only waking up against Helbram’s chest, but the embarrassment that she felt afterwards. Still, her thoughts lingered on when she woke up, the way that his arm was wrapped around her, how he had pulled her so close while he slept. She allowed herself to savor that moment for a while, breathing deeply while the rest of her body settled. Reluctantly, she let that time slip into memory, and focused on the pylons around her.
Helbram himself stood off to the side, his new hammer at the ready and expanded into its two-handed form. She was familiar with the armaments that the Shells used, but this was one of the first times that she’d seen one designed for a person remain so intact. Her mind raced with questions regarding that, but she let those recede away as well. What she was more concerned about was the fatigue, and disappointment, that flashed across Helbram’s face before he slipped his helmet on. It clearly wasn’t directed at her, which meant that whatever he had intended to happen in his usual meditations, didn’t.
His face now hidden away by his visor, she couldn’t read him anymore, which was starting to irritate her more and more, as of late. Still, she let the matter slide. If he was patient enough to wait for her to speak, then it was only fair for her to do the same. His readiness told Elly that he’d already pushed it aside for now, and his gaze remained fixed on her. There was a pressure that exuded off of him, but it wasn’t one that pushed down on her shoulders with expectation. It was one that she felt on her back, one that straightened her spine and cleared her mind. His belief in her was palpable, and she would be remiss to not answer it.
Lightning lanced from the generator, and she started to tap her foot.
One. Two. Three.
Her eyes following the energy from pylon to pylon, the rhythm of its pings drifting into the beat of a song she let flit around in her head. Each time her foot drummed against the ground, the trance over her became stronger. Other thoughts were with her, but they did not bear the burden that they did before.
Thirteen. Fourteen. Fifteen.
The buzz of electricity filled the air, its staticed touch humming against her skin upon the lightning’s approach. She could feel the Aether contained within the bolt, sense how each pylon sent particles of its energy scattering through the air. Her eyes closed, and she didn’t flinch once the lightning in her mind started to shift.
Twenty-one. Twenty-two. Twenty-three.
The shape of the dancer skipped its way through her mind, graceful as always. This time, it was closer, and Elly reached out towards her, the Circle around her wrist flaring to life. She walked towards the dancer, the pace of her steps still matching the lightning.
Thirty-five. Thirty-six. Thirty-seven.
The man appeared next, still strumming on his lute to a melody that she couldn’t hear, but knew was rushing to catch up. Her steps quickened into a dance of her own, with every third one still matching the beat of the pylons. The motes appeared around the man to the tempo of her movements, but now drifted and spun around the Weaver.
Forty-one. Forty-two. Forty-three.
Her hand reached out and mimicked the motion of the strokes from the sketcher’s pencil. She spun a moment later, letting her shirt twirl around her to copy the shape of the dress that the tailor sewed.
Fifty-six. Fifty-seven. Fifty-eight.
The rhythm of her dance remained constant as the shape of the lightning continued to shift. The bolt remained in front of her, unable to gain any distance from her persistence. She drew closer and closer until it shifted into the final form of the elderly woman. Except, no longer was she made of the lightning. The image of Agatha looked back at her with a smile, and proceeded to walk forward. Elly danced after her, the teacher’s back remaining just out of reach.
Sixty-eight. Sixty-nine. Seventy.
Agatha was so close now, yet the gap between them refused to narrow. Elly’s hands reached out with every movement and her leaps aimed to land at her back, but every time, she couldn’t reach her. Her limbs started to grow heavy, her breaths thinner with each inhale, and she could feel the panic rising in her chest. The steps of her dance were made with equal parts frustration and anxiety, and sounds of the lightning’s approach might as well have been thunder.
She knew it, there was no way, she was going to fa-
“Elly.” Helbram’s voice pierced through her clouded mind. “I know you can do this.”
The Weaver leapt once again, pulled into the air by a confidence reignited. She landed at Agatha’s side and met her master’s eyes. They weren’t their usual stern or aloof selves, and instead reminded her of a memory from many months ago. That of a night of shed tears and the embrace of master and student. Not once in that time did Agatha express any doubt before telling her to go her own way. No, her teacher looked at her with absolute confidence, and that remembrance made Elly realize how much of a fool she was to think everything she had been thinking up till now. She planted her feet at Agtha’s side and pulled her arm back as her teacher’s image did the same with her staff. When the lightning flew in front of them, both stave and hand flicked out.
Aether poured from Elly’s hand and engulfed the bolt in midflight once again. The energy within flickered as it struggled against the spell, and already could the Weaver feel her control over it start to waver. She raised her other hands and poured more power into the restraint, but that did little to tighten her hold. Elly should have felt fear at that, she should have just let her spell fail so the lightning could be on its way. Instead, she pulled it towards her once again. Out of the corner of her mind’s eye, she could see her master looking at her, a smile on her face. Her teacher nodded, and disappeared.
Lightning flared out, pressing against the field of Aether wrapped around it until it took the form of a volatile orb. Elly’s hands moved to keep the energy spinning through the shape, but her control over it continued to get harder to maintain. Yet, the stillness of calm’s presence was all that she felt. She instead thought of all those she chased after before, about how each small thing that she picked up from them coalesced into the steps that carried her to where she was now. She thought of her teacher, of how Agatha never once cared about her apprentice’s lack of progress. There was faith in her, just like the one held by the man who watched her from the side. It was then that the Weaver knew; Ellyandra Farwalker may never be able to call the storm.
But she could dance with it.
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Her grip over the lightning loosened, and it rushed to meet her. She spun upon the bolt’s approach, the Circle around her wrist still in control of the Aether wrapped around the lightning. With a flick of her hand, she sent the electricity flying past her, then stomped on the ground before pulling it right back at her. Back and forth did the lightning lance through the air, with Elly in the middle of it all. Her movements were their usual, methodical motions at first, the result of countless hours of practice, yet still needing her recollection with each step. The desire for each motion, each flourish to be perfect had driven that, yet that impulse started to fade. Electricity flew by her, its touch growing closer with each time, but worry’s presence did not grace her thoughts. Her hands and feet held a mind of their own, the instinct driving them growing less restrained and moving with a fluidity that she thought she’d never achieve. Any thoughts that she may have had were instead focused solely on the Circles around her wrist and ankle. Stray sparks from the bolt surged through them with every pass.
She threw the energy away from her at first to keep the lightning’s touch contained to the static that brushed against her skin, but now that her thoughts could focus solely on her magic, an idea started to form. Lighting-aspected Aether was the most difficult type of energy to control, not only due to the volatile nature of its passage, but also due to the sheer power condensed within. That same power was reaching towards her and flowing through her Circles. Its unprocessed state meant that letting it into her body would do untold kinds of harm, but she already had a method by which to pull what she wanted from the power around her.
Her movements started to shift, the full motion of her steps now stopping by half before flowing into another. It always felt off to her when she did such a thing before, but now it came to her as naturally as breathing. The passage of the lightning sent sparks surging through her Circles, but that once condensed energy was further broken down within their orbit. She let that power flow into her, felt the rush of its pass through her arm suffuse into the rest of her body. The air around now carried a sharp, crisp scent to it, and the way that her skin tingled was as if every nerve within her was firing. Rapture threatened to take over her from the rush, but held it back, for all that power had only one destination. She spun with another pass of the lightning and let her hand follow after it, pouring all of the Aether that she had gathered into its empty wrist. Sparks from the bolt flew back and flowed into her fingers. Heat burned through her digits, but her concentration remained steadfast as she forced the volatile power to spin around the base of her hand. Sparks coalesced into the shape of ring, and she released the stored energy she held into its orbit to realize its final form.
A third Circle around her wrist.
The moment that it popped into existence, everything changed. Her hold over the lightning grew stronger, yet she did not feel the weight of stress press down upon her mind. Where her hands moved, the bolt went, and though it still fought against her, the leash by which she guided it was fully within her control. She spun and skipped further away from the pylons, pulling the lightning back with her, which was all the signal that Helbram needed.
She couldn’t follow him once he hopped over the border of the safe zone, but within seconds did she hear the cadence of five blows followed by a loud, cacophonous boom. An equally loud click sounded right after, and that sound told her that their plan was working. Success galvanized her steps even further, and that is when the true dance began.
The sparks were her guide, pulling her back and forth and side to side as it tried to escape her grasp., Each spin, each stomp and each flourish tightened her grip further and further, and soon the bolt was forced into the shape of an orb that Elly spun around with her hands. She was the one who led the dance now, and the beat of the hammer in the distance was the rhythm by which her dominance continued.
A fifth click bounced through the air around her, followed by the sound of footsteps closing in. Out of the corner of her eye, she could see Helbram leap over the border and roll once he hit the ground.
“Now!”
She flicked her hand back, the orb of lightning now firmly within her palm, and leapt into a pirouette. Her toes touched the ground with a soft landing, but the arm that threw the orb carried all the momentum of her movements behind it. She released her control over the power and watched as the lightning unfurled back into a bolt that struck the pylon it was originally meant to with a resounding ping. She was breathing heavily, but no sense of fatigue found her. No, she could feel the smile on her face, sense the glow in her eyes as she watched the lightning bounce along its path unimpeded. It struck the converter at the back of the chamber with a bright, nearly blinding flash, but Elly didn’t look away.
The power bounced around in the device, its sparks unwinding and flowing through the converter’s make. This processed power leapt back to the pylon that preceded the apparatus, and from that did a steady, continuous stream of electricity find its way back through each point until it reached the generator. Thunder clapped through the chamber upon the connection, and so awed was Elly that she hadn’t even noticed Helbram’s approach until she saw him looking at her, his helmet off and wearing a wide grin in its place.
“I told you, there is nothing easier to believe in.”
She felt the beginning of tears form at those words, but held his gaze. “That you did…thank you.”
Around them, lit by the spark carried by her hands, did the ancient ship come to life.
Author's Note: Woo! New Chapter!
Honestly, there isn't a whole lot I have to say for this chapter, which is funny because it was the chapter I had envisioned the most since starting this arc lol. I'm just happy with how it turned out.
In more important news, I’m just letting you all know that I'm going to be shifting the release of Hedge Knight's newer chapters to a biweekly upload while I work on the rewrites of Book 3 and try to get more of Andromeda Ascension done.
Once I finish rewriting Book 3, we will be back to our weekly releases for Hedge Knight.
In addition, some more focus will be put on Andromeda Ascension in terms of me trying to get to 60 chapters as fast as I can. This doesn't mean Hedge Knight is stopping, far from it, but I'm having to swallow the bitter pill that Hedge Knight may just remain my personal passion project for a bit while something else will have a better shot of reaching a wider audience so I can write full time.
I will try to remain as productive as possible, and hopefully we’ll be over this hump soon. I just thank you all for reading this far.
Till next update, have a wonderful time! ^_^
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