u/h_epicccccchhhh

Idk if it's just me pero I really want to be alone for college. I'm an incoming freshman and a few months pa pasukan namin, pero I keep seeing rants and posts about how necessary talaga yung connections and stuff. I don't mind having to socialise to people if necessary like kung may groupings, etc.—pero I really don't want a circle of friends. I just wanna chill, alone and go to college for the sake of learning and doing what I have to do.

I find it funny na most people struggle with socialising or making friends while my introvert ass is struggling if required ba talaga na you have to at least have one friend 😭😭 like hindi ba pwede I can just be that chill person with no one pero I still engage to people only if necessary 😭

I'm an incoming freshman and- 😭 honestly after shs ended nag cut ties ako sa lahat ng kilala ko (except for family because I live under the same roof as them). Being alone helped me clear my head even if gusto ko pa rin patayin sarili ko wahhaha. I'm tired of connecting with people idk, I can't be bothered to connect with others if balak ko naman mamatay soon. I just wanna chill sa college like—I don't need a group of friends pero; I don't mind having to socialize if necessary like, groupworks or school related shit but all the posts and advice I see are always talking about how it's necessary to connect with people like bruh. Thinking about it is so tiring. Siguro it makes sense for them kasi may will to live sila pero honestly I can't be bothered to connect with others for the sake of connections if magpapakamatay lang ako 😭 Do I really have to do allat? I just wanna do shit for the sake of doing shit sa college. I really can't be bothered to mask or connect with others, nakakapagod.

Planning to apply for multimedia soon and I don't really want an active social life, parang I'm just going to school to learn 😭. I also wanna ask if often ba yung mga activities sa mma course that requires you to do stuff with others like presentations and groupworks,, I don't mind doing them pero I just hope its not all the time