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Hello! So I recently got hired, not so recently naman, months ago pa. I'm in my mid 20s and thing is, I admire one of my superior. I won't drop her position na din. But to give more context, sabay kami sa training. She's in her late 30's na yata or early 40s, I'm not really sure. She has this strong aura na super nakaka intimidate. Even nung training, we barely have interactions or conversations. I also discreetly avoiding her, like gay panic malala when she's around. Everytime na makakasalubong ko siya, straight lang ako tumingin. Kahit pag nakakasabay ko siya sa CR, hindi ako tumitingin sa mirror kasi andyan siya😭. Even sa elevator hindi ko siya pinapansin lol. I am known naman as someone na very introvert, so I don't think manonotice niya yun. There's one time na galing akong locker and using my phone on my way out, and noticed na may makakasalubong ako so I looked up and nag meet yung mata namin, so umiwas ako agad ng tingin at nag sorry kasi naman kakaselpon ko to ehh 😭😭.Nanonotice ko na din mood niya now, like I know when she's upset, when she's mad or she's in a good mood. Kinakausap niya naman ako sometimes pero about work lang pag nag ask siya suggestions and whatsoever, but it's rare.I don't even know if she swing that way. I sometimes wonder lang ano yung nagpapakilig sa mga ganung age lol. She look like someone na hindi na basta basta napeplease ng simpleng bagay. I also heard she's single but I don't have any plans on pursuing her naman. She seem very professional din and won't entertain anyone from the company lol. Happy crush lang naman to.. sana😭😭..